[00:00.000] 作词 : C.眼镜猴/Sparkboi[00:01.000] 作曲 : C.眼镜猴/Sparkboi[00:26.227]编曲:9Zi[00:37.209]put me in the spotlight[00:38.221]I am not terrified[00:39.468](****)Maybe I just have a little tired[00:41.709]you know that my heart never telling lies[00:43.711]I said **** it but I always miss you day and night[00:46.199]为何如此执着[00:47.462]找不到答案[00:48.204]非得经历一次落寞[00:49.462]心也碎个稀巴烂[00:50.967]故事的最后你也离我而去[00:52.711]我讨厌这种感觉但这生活还得继续[00:54.964]I'm sorry 用心的全都付之东流[00:57.712]每天夜以继日只顾烟酒[00:59.454]Why[01:00.209]There nobody wanna hold me[01:01.719]Nobody can feel me[01:02.717]They always try to kill me[01:04.214]喝的有点多也不会给你打电话[01:06.455]Sometimes I wish you can by my side[01:08.708]But now all I wanna do is suicide[01:11.214]poped a pill[01:11.701]maybe it makes me feel alright.[01:31.718]仿佛冲向夜里打开一扇孤独的门[01:33.965]朋友圈里发泄情绪变成粗俗的人[01:36.201]伪装包裹着你 习惯你的离去[01:38.453]带上面具你说我有让你舒服的灵魂[01:41.471]你不知道的伤痕全都覆盖[01:43.458]其实我把他们都藏在身后[01:45.964]你说我对你根本就没爱[01:47.710]卸下了所有防备却被你抛弃在野外[01:50.468]满眼欺骗 手机写下期限[01:52.714]说了太多遍的道歉[01:54.719]剩下的只有被撕碎的照片[01:56.950]眼里的我再也没有从前那么耀眼[01:59.711]说的再多再多的大道理[02:01.707]这些东西其实你全都懂得[02:04.204]不再纠缠 把你归于人海[02:06.702]就此别过也只能沦为过客