[00:00.00]Is life just another test to prove me wrong?[00:10.00]Is this never-ending struggle just another lie?[00:18.00]Are these shitty feelings just another fairytale of happiness?[00:26.00]Are these scars real or just another open wound?[00:33.00]Are these people real or just ghosts in the wind?[00:41.00]Is this a fork or a knife? - the blood seems real[00:48.00]This knife seems to kindly touch my skin[00:55.00]This is dying not living[01:01.00]This is the border between life and death[01:08.00]Only death is real[01:12.00]Strangle me. Stab me to death[01:19.00]Poison my scars[01:23.00]Death is so profane[01:29.00]Death is what I hunger to experience[01:36.00]A lifeless body with a soul rotten of wasted years[01:45.00]In this they call life[01:49.00]So I kneel before you[01:54.00]A never-ending wish as I beg you[02:00.00]To end my life[02:03.00]Fool... why are you so weak?[02:11.00]Why can you not do what I dare not?[02:17.00]Cut my wrists. Poison my scars[02:24.00]What keeps you from ending my life?[02:30.00]Do not pity me as this is what I long for[02:37.00]I give up. Caressed by this shitty life[02:44.00]I must find strength within this grim body of mine[02:52.00]Searching in this open wound called a soul[02:59.00]I find enough strength to cut my wrists[03:06.00]But it isn't enough[03:10.00]Nothing shall ease this long awaited pain[03:17.00]Some pure alcohol should definitely make the blood run quicker[03:25.00]And make the pain bigger[03:30.00]A final attempt to make my death honourable;[03:37.00]I drag myself outside to die in public[03:44.00]Hopefully giving these humans trauma[03:50.00]What a lifeless body...