[00:00.000] 作词 : William Gibbons[00:00.104] 作曲 : William Gibbons[00:00.208]We stood on the pier and watched the waves as the tide came in[00:10.553]The sun sets every day and we all know that, but I never look[00:18.895][00:20.613]I never really wanted to live forever, but I changed my mind[00:30.673]It’s not that I expect that to ever happen, I’ve just got a lot I’d like to do[00:38.708][00:56.617]walking by the ocean, i see the waves crash and slide back in[01:01.212]a hermit crab got lost without its shell[01:04.654][01:06.950]The lights on in the market[01:08.956]I like how it looks when everything’s gray[01:11.541]but the windows are bright orange against the haze[01:15.274][01:22.745]I see a man waiting[01:24.472]He’s been standing there since 6:15[01:27.347]He watches cars and tries his best to blend right in[01:31.945][01:32.807]Head lights, peak around the corner[01:35.391]and you forgot to jump[01:36.824][01:38.261]Disappear, travel miles away instead[01:40.559]it all works out the same[01:41.994][01:44.293]grab your books and collapse your tabs[01:49.753]grab your disc and your briquette, you’ve got friends to meet[01:54.372][01:55.237]I haven’t seen my daughter in weeks, where could she be?[02:00.406]Hope she forgets me someday[02:01.554][02:01.554]You never really got what I was saying, you always said 30 was enough[02:12.448]I never really know how serious you are but I hope you change your mind[02:20.490][02:45.766]a mountain at evening, haze against the sea and[02:48.635]the silhouette of the horizon, it’s hardest to see at dusk[02:51.506][02:52.078]a pose in the door way could fool you as a picture frame[02:54.945]but nothing’s really paused no matter how still you stand[02:57.263][02:58.121]leave your life exactly as you lived it,[03:00.421]an impression, cleared out dust from habitually used places[03:03.003][03:03.579]compressed cushion on the chair on the balcony,[03:06.450]dog eared pages and an unlocked computer screen[03:09.031][03:09.606]don’t you think you could have cleaned things up a bit,[03:13.339]don’t you care at all? to clarify or justify[03:15.067][03:15.355]Your uncleared history, i’m embarrassed just looking,[03:17.933]and i feel dizzy standing with the lights off staring at the screen[03:21.365][03:21.654]And all the things that you bury in your life[03:23.950]could bloom like evil flowers that no one would ever pick[03:26.526][03:26.815]But I stared and I stared for days on end[03:29.976]and reached out to pull you back, please come back![03:34.003][04:05.594]I cut my hair today[04:07.601]I put on a sweater and walked to school[04:09.896]I don’t give a shit, I’m ****ing off today[04:12.761][04:15.622]I stayed up late again on a[04:17.347]bus to the northern shore[04:19.935][04:21.076]No one knows me here[04:23.371]except my dear grandma[04:25.674][04:27.109]Release my thoughts to the empty sky[04:32.836]I admit i don’t know anything and never did[04:38.294]Though i travel far away[04:41.161]You know it’s hard[04:43.747]to be forgotten these days[04:44.898][04:45.186]I never really wanted to live forever but maybe I changed my mind[04:55.242]I really don’t expect that to ever happen it’s just something, it’s just one thing[05:04.999]Just another thing to think about[05:08.447][05:13.616]the light in the morning eases my mind, though the[05:19.364]suns rays and wind blows seeds to the ground[05:24.250][05:37.186]the currents push against my legs, run through the waves[05:42.649]til you get tired and lay panting on the shore[05:48.411][05:57.600]Last night in a dream,[06:00.752]I stabbed you in the heart,[06:04.203]the blood made me lose my grip[06:07.935][06:10.516]you were someone just like me,[06:13.681]hated by all our peers,[06:16.550]so i hated you as well[06:20.578][06:22.874]apologies that grow like trees,[06:26.030]fully formed in yards you’re not likely[06:30.909]to visit again[06:33.205][06:35.507]don’t mean anything,[06:38.666]So scatter the seeds in hopes that something useful grows for once[06:45.847][06:48.426]some people may leave and be gone forever[06:52.438]so stop and look at the people who are still around[06:57.893][07:00.189]So in my case I take a look a my father[07:04.791]walking in the distance 100 miles away,[07:09.665][07:12.252]and I’m sorry when you tried to die,[07:15.696]I said "do it right next time"[07:18.565]to be honest I was hurt myself[07:22.284][07:24.866]if I could live 100 more years[07:29.748]you know that I would take[07:31.763]and I hope you’d take it too[07:35.777][07:59.609]sitting in the park[08:03.056]swinging in the dark[08:05.935]I felt so stupid and young[08:09.958][08:15.124]so I’m sorry[08:17.411][08:24.579]oh god I’m sorry[08:27.160][08:40.655]If one drop from my heart could just turn you around,[08:46.679]just know I’d prefer to see you living[08:52.416][08:53.278]The so called family who said you were nothing…[08:58.741][09:00.173]They’ll just never understand.[09:04.766][09:07.933]So don’t believe them!![09:13.121][09:16.852]Don’t believe them!!!!