[00:00.000] 作词 : Michael R. Jackson[00:00.226] 作曲 : Michael R. Jackson[00:00.452]THOUGHTS, VARIOUSLY: Usher! Usher! Usher![00:37.570]USHER, spoken: Can I really write this?[00:40.179]THOUGHTS: How many minutes 'til the end of intermission?[00:42.774]Is that how the show should open?[00:44.337]Should there even be a show?[00:45.629]No, it should it start with what he's thinking[00:47.222]Which is just a cursor blinking[00:48.514]Cause of all of the directions[00:49.818]That the narrative could go![00:51.389]USHER: He has to show what it's like to live up here[00:56.085]And travel the world in a fat, black, queer body[01:02.870]THOUGHTS: How many minutes 'til the end of intermission?[01:05.213]No one cares about a writer[01:06.774]Who is struggling to write![01:08.065]They'll say it's way too repetitious[01:09.644]And it's overly ambitious[01:10.953]Which, of course, makes them suspicious[01:12.277]That you think you're fukking white![01:13.589]USHER: He has to fight for his right to live in a world[01:18.580]That chews up and spits out black queers on the daily[01:25.139]THOUGHTS: Blackness, queerness, fighting back to fill this cishet, all-white space[01:30.352]With a portrait of a portrait of a portrait of a black, queer face[01:36.099]And a choir full of black, queer voices, treble clef (and also bass!)[01:41.855]That are casting spells to conjure up a-[01:45.003]USHER: Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway-[01:47.861]THOUGHTS: Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway-[01:50.465]ALL: Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway show![02:16.805]THOUGHTS: How many minutes 'til the end of intermission[02:19.420]'Til he has to face the fact that he is really in a jam?[02:22.027]He has no patrons he can call on[02:23.593]Nor a backup plan to fall on[02:25.140]Just a hamster wheel to crawl on[02:26.465]And nobody gives a damn![02:27.775]USHER: He tries to scramble and dodge and extricate[02:32.517]Still, his fate lies in wait, like a scavenging vulture[02:38.548]All he wants is to subvert expectations, black and white[02:43.807]From the left and the right, for the good of the culture![02:51.147]THOUGHTS: Usher, Usher! Usher, Usher![02:53.747]Usher, Usher! Usher, Usher![02:56.339]How many minutes 'til the end of intermission?[02:58.679]You're a ball of black confusion[03:00.248]That keeps hitting a plateau![03:01.569]You can't just flout every convention[03:03.123]Then command complete attention[03:04.694]Then a-[03:04.954]USHER: Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway show![03:08.113]THOUGHTS: How many minutes 'til the end of intermission?[03:10.461]Some say "write from exploration,"[03:11.751]Some say "just write what you know!"[03:13.298]Either way, you keep careening[03:14.863]So it's hard to find a meaning[03:16.169]In your-[03:16.431]USHER: Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway show![03:19.286]THOUGHTS: How many minutes 'til the end of intermission?[03:21.878]If you can't please the Caucasians[03:23.160]You will never get the dough![03:24.452]'Cause critics clinically deny us[03:26.269]Then deny implicit bias[03:27.559]With their vanity supported[03:29.127]By a system that's distorted[03:30.440]Watch them write you off as lazy[03:31.999]Not to mention, navel-gazey[03:33.570]Lacking both in craft and rigor[03:34.864]Cause you're just a fukking nig-[03:36.157]ALL: Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway[03:38.791]Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway[03:41.650]Big, black and queer-a*s American Broadway-[03:45.035]ALL, VARIOUSLY: Usher! Usher![03:45.933]How many minutes 'til the end of intermission?[03:56.417]USHER, with above: Oh my God! Oh my God![04:16.735]USHER: Less than two!