Sinner - Phora.mp3

[00:07.72]So much ************t goin'on right now
[00:10.11]Way too much
[00:13.79]When I speak it's like ya'll don't hear
[00:16.03]Why I feel like God don't care
[00:17.81]Why I feel like I ain't good as no one else
[00:19.19]I'm searching but my pride ain't there
[00:21.30]I just feel like life ain't fair
[00:23.08]My boy got shot died right there
[00:25.35]But me I died twice and came back to life
[00:27.39]So tell me how can I be scared
[00:28.97]Why do I gotta doubt myself
[00:31.04]All ever do is doubt myself
[00:32.67]Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint like
[00:34.90]I don't care about my health
[00:36.39]Really I'm just trying to numb the pain
[00:38.03]Love and hate it all just feels the same
[00:40.34]Won't say I'm affected by the fame
[00:41.83]But even my momma know I changed
[00:43.90]So I get drunk till I can't feel
[00:46.05]The love fake the pain real
[00:47.48]Got so many scars it ain't heal
[00:49.43]But I gotta soul bullets can't kill
[00:51.36]Why I feel like cops just want to pop me
[00:53.30]Pop's never had a pot to piss in
[00:55.48]Probably pack a nine on his hip then sit beside me
[00:57.32]Pray to God there's no triple six inside me
[00:59.31]No I can't let the devil in mind
[01:01.08]Same time the church will tum you blind
[01:03.05]Last time I heard a preacher preach a sermon
[01:04.53]All I heard him say was sinner's going to die
[01:06.46]And they will never get to see a Heaven
[01:08.69]With all due respect ******* the reverend
[01:10.34]Cause I know life is doing 25
[01:12.41]Praying for early death like it's a blessing
[01:14.06]This for my people going through depression
[01:16.39]This for the kids who never felt affection
[01:18.08]This for the kids whose parents don't accept them
[01:20.06]Saying they love everyone else except them
[01:22.02]I know what it's like to feel alone
[01:23.64]I know what it's like to need a home
[01:25.03]I know what it's like to not know what it's like
[01:27.54]To have a love you can call your own
[01:29.23]See I done tried every single ******* drug on that shelf
[01:32.55]Trust me man it don't help
[01:35.26]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[01:43.02]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[01:49.91]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[01:57.79]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[02:05.05]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[02:21.25]Why I feel like love don't last
[02:23.25]Things change when you move so fast
[02:25.56]I was trying to focus on us in the future
[02:26.83]You was focused on my past
[02:29.04]If you left I would lose my soul
[02:30.45]Promise me that you won't let go
[02:32.64]See I just need love it's funny I got all money but my heart still broke
[02:36.32]So many times I said I’ma change
[02:38.36]Just to turn around and do the same
[02:39.94]Same ************t that's been putting you in pain
[02:42.23]I know I'm the only one to blame
[02:43.86]So I get drunk till I can't see
[02:45.74]I love you but I hate me
[02:47.25]Trying to be someone I can't be
[02:49.44]And I ain't been myself lately
[02:51.36]Why I feel like I'm the only one that got me
[02:53.10]You could take the same 45 that shot me
[02:54.78]Pop the clip in,****** it back and put that mother****** to my head,you'll never stop my
[02:58.74]Yeah I be living life on the edge
[03:01.09]Suicide all in my head
[03:02.74]Why the world don't care about one else's life till they already dead
[03:06.11]I just wish pops was back to how he was
[03:08.61]Cause he ain't been the same since the drugs
[03:10.64]And I ain't been the same since he said the worst form of pain is not being loved
[03:14.07]So we use the drugs they gave to us
[03:16.06]To replace the love the world takes from us
[03:18.51]Lately I don't even know who to trust
[03:19.60]They saying even Satan was an angel once
[03:22.01]So I can't feel ************t so numb that I can't feel ************t
[03:25.37]Living just to die we dying just to live this life it doesn't make no sense
[03:29.06]See I done tried every single ******* drug on that shelf
[03:32.15]Trust me man it don't help
[03:35.16]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[03:42.20]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[03:49.49]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[03:57.36]I just feel like I'm losing myself
[04:04.59]I just feel like I'm losing myself