Trying - Molotov Jukebox.mp3

[00:16.697]I feel like I'm half complete
[00:18.694]Trying to find my place in the sun
[00:20.948]and I run and I run and I run but I can't compete
[00:25.202]My friends say I'm fine but I'm fraying at the seams
[00:29.692]And I just can't sleep
[00:31.689]My nightmares I keep through the day and they won't go away
[00:36.190]And I taste defeat
[00:41.698]Obsessed restless mind
[00:42.950]I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time
[00:44.946]But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know
[00:48.441]I'm trying, so hard
[00:52.199]I'm trying, so hard
[00:56.194]I'm trying, so hard
[01:00.195]I'm trying, so...
[01:22.189]As the morning begins
[01:23.444]I begin to pack my things
[01:24.697]I get my knickers in a twist and I wish
[01:26.198]and I wish for a short back and sides and a shirt and a tie
[01:28.695]So I can fit in
[01:29.946]Put some wind in my sails but I just can't breathe
[01:32.688]To young to feel this old
[01:33.699]and old enough to know the weight I'm carrying
[01:37.946]Obsessed restless mind
[01:39.198]I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time
[01:41.208]But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know
[01:44.693]I'm trying, so hard
[01:48.441]I'm trying, so hard
[01:52.693]I'm trying, so hard
[01:56.440]I'm trying, so...
[02:18.695]Nothing else left to do
[02:19.440]Retreat into a fighting stance and I dance
[02:21.198]and I dance and I dance in these dead girls shoes
[02:23.699]I can feel these troubled soles pulling me to the floor
[02:26.213]And they just want more
[02:27.939]With so much to lose
[02:28.948]Hope went and died
[02:29.947]A hearse by his side
[02:30.945]2 gold coins in his eyes
[02:34.440]Obsessed restless mind
[02:35.692]I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time
[02:37.692]But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know
[02:41.213]I'm trying, so hard
[02:45.189]I'm trying, so hard
[02:49.201]I'm trying, so hard
[02:53.203]I'm trying, so hard
[03:19.697]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard
[03:23.461]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so...
[03:27.439]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard
[03:31.445]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so...
[03:35.696]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard
[03:39.444]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so...
[03:43.695]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard
[03:47.697]I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so...
[04:02.378]I'm trying so hard
[04:07.122]I'm trying so hard
[04:12.396]I'm trying so...
[04:18.384]I'm trying so hard
[04:23.142]I'm trying...