[00:00.000] 作词 : Charlotte Lee/Mathijs Kriebel[00:01.000] 作曲 : Charlotte Lee/Mathijs Kriebel[00:20.332]Smiling on a swing[00:21.689]When you were a kid[00:22.965]World in your palm[00:27.194]Tying up the string on your shoes that lit up when you would run[00:32.118][00:34.159]Now here you are[00:35.963]People adore you[00:37.793]But when you call[00:39.353]Your friends ignore you[00:41.124]When will you learn that you got what you wanted[00:43.898]Yeah you can make it big but it won't fix your problems[00:47.950]It's getting worse, your paranoia[00:51.216]Used to call your mom but now you call your lawyer[00:54.745]You call it home, but it's just a hotel foyer[00:57.904]You got a lot of baggage[00:59.662]You're such a self-destroyer[01:12.704][01:15.216]High school was a b***h[01:16.476]Boyfriend was a d**k[01:17.556]You hated the prom[01:21.515]And you thought that you could fix all the shit they did by proving them wrong[01:26.968][01:29.122]Now here you are[01:30.942]People adore you[01:32.394]And you fell in love[01:34.255]But now you're touring[01:35.882]When will you learn that you got what you wanted[01:39.010]Yeah, you can make it big[01:40.592]But it won't fix your problems[01:42.866]You make it work, but it's torture[01:46.227]Schedule your life 'til another year is over[01:49.732]You call it home[01:50.855]But it's just a hotel foyer[01:52.886]You got a lot of baggage[01:54.468]You're such a self-destroyer[02:07.608][02:10.039]I'll do everything that I wanted and probably more[02:15.707]And they say time can heal a broken heart[02:18.455]But I think that mine is more broken than it was before[02:22.968][02:23.814]Now here I am[02:25.741]Strangers adore me[02:27.389]Not what I thought it would be when I was 14[02:30.750]Wish I knew back then[02:32.121]Wish someone would have told me[02:34.030]I don't have to be lonely in order to be happy[02:37.721]Hope when I'm old[02:39.454]I'll finally know me[02:40.988]I'll have a home[02:42.806]Maybe a family[02:44.503]Writing this song sitting in a hotel foyer[02:47.480]Will only make this worse[02:49.076]God, I'm such a self-destroyer[02:56.709]Before you know it, you're gone