[00:00.144][00:17.045]I thought I felt your shape but I was wrong[00:21.773]Really all I felt was falsely strong[00:25.926]I held on tight and closed my eyes[00:30.106]It was dumb, I had no sense of your size[00:34.573]It was dumb to hold so tight[00:38.935]Aaah, but last night[00:42.775]On your birthday in the kitchen[00:46.929]My grip was loose, my eyes were open[00:51.265]I felt your shape and heard you breathing[00:55.419]I felt the rise and fall of your chest[00:59.677]I felt your fall, your winter snows[01:03.961]Your gusty blow, your lava flow[01:08.166]I felt it all, your starry night[01:12.686]Your lack of light[01:14.932]With limp arms I can feel most of you[01:21.149]I hung around your neck independently[01:25.433]And my loss was overwhelmed[01:29.482]By this new depth I don't think I ever felt[01:33.662]But I don't know, the nights are cold[01:37.842]And I remember warmth[01:39.957]I could have sworn I wasn't alone[01:46.096]