[00:00.00] 作词 : Julien Baker[00:01.00] 作曲 : Julien Baker[00:18.40]Blacked out on a weekday[00:21.66]Is there something that I'm trying to avoid?[00:33.46]Start asking for forgiveness in advance[00:39.75]For all the future things I will destroy[00:48.11]That way, I can ruin everything[00:55.24]When I do, you don't get to act surprised[01:02.97]When it finally gets to be too much[01:10.24]I always told you you could leave at any time[01:18.93]Until then, I'll split the difference[01:22.57]Between medicine and poison[01:26.25]Take what I can get away with[01:30.27]While it burns right through my stomach[01:34.31]I'm telling my own fortune[01:38.25]Something I cannot escape[01:41.98]I can see where this is going[01:46.20]But I can't find the brake[01:52.23][02:08.53]Knocked out on a weekend[02:14.11]Would you hit me this hard if I wеre a boy?[02:22.83]See, I don't need you to defend mе[02:28.78]'Cause it's just the sort of thing that I enjoy[02:37.46]Took the fallout, draw a hard line[02:41.05]When I cross it, it's the third time[02:44.96]Say my own name in the mirror[02:48.86]And when nobody appears[02:52.66]Say it's not so cut and dry[02:56.84]Oh, it isn't black and white[03:00.36]What if it's all black, baby?[03:05.30]All the time[03:12.35][03:15.16]All the time[03:23.08]All the time[03:30.79]All the time[03:38.81]