[00:00.30]Why won't I release me[00:12.30]Why won't I release me[00:24.30]I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode[00:27.00]Have I gotten too far while still afloat?[00:30.00]Should have been more careful with the boat I chose[00:33.00]Got chills from the water I'm wading[00:36.30]Lazy or recovering?[00:39.30]Lotal apathy I need time to think[00:41.30]It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray[00:45.00]Fighting a line so gray[00:50.30]Fighting a line so gray[00:56.30]Fighting a line so gray[01:02.30]Fighting a line so gray[01:08.30]Fighting a line so gray[01:34.00]Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head[01:37.00]I know I could progress could never get ahead[01:40.00]I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself[01:43.00]Steel my thoughts[01:45.30]And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure[01:48.30]I know I started this[01:50.00]Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever[01:54.30]So, steel my thoughts[01:57.30]Teleport me to year seventeen[02:00.30]I had such control and clarity[02:03.00]Set the standard high,[02:05.00]Its embarrassing how I lost it,[02:08.00]Trying so hard to over achieve[02:12.00]And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming[02:17.40]Hold my rib cage, breathing[02:23.30]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing[02:29.30]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing[02:43.30]Why won't I release me[02:51.30]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me[03:03.20]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple[03:12.00]Far from simple[03:16.00]Release me[03:17.30]Release me