[01:16.98]When I think about you[01:18.10]And I dream all night[01:19.64]Eyes roll back[01:20.40]And it feels so right[01:21.88]I miss your love[01:22.89]And times we fight[01:24.21]I never could replace[01:25.21]That light you shine[01:26.58]I know you doing well[01:27.67]But im here all alone[01:28.97]I'm making music now[01:30.02]But it's all I really know[01:31.34]I wish you could've been here[01:32.58]Seeing how I've grown[01:33.80]Wish you could've stayed[01:35.10]Wish you could've gone[01:36.25]These drugs that I'm taking[01:37.35]They're changing my mind[01:38.49]Looking back on you[01:39.78]I wasted my time[01:41.02]Looking for answers[01:42.09]And looking for signs[01:43.31]Ive been Looking for reasons[01:44.53]To value my life[01:45.83]It doesn't matter[01:46.96]I'm over the wealth[01:48.12]I'm over this emptiness[01:49.24]Save me from hell[01:50.66]Pushing me closer and closer[01:52.56]I'm losing composure[01:53.51]I'm losing myself[01:55.17]Help[01:58.35]Day after day I been thinkin bout you[02:02.62]I'm faded alone I can't be with my crew[02:07.41]You movin on you found someone new[02:12.22]Might end it all take a leap from this view[02:17.14]Day after day I been thinkin bout you[02:21.75]I'm faded alone I can't be with my crew[02:26.54]You movin on you found someone new[02:31.45]Might end it all take a leap from this view[02:33.96]Not a day goes by where I don't wanna die[02:35.98]I got a gun to my eye[02:37.38]Make the trigger finger fly[02:38.43]Ok I'm done with you're lies[02:39.61]No reason to apologize[02:40.82]I sit in bed all day[02:41.91]Just thinking bout my life[02:43.20]I need to medicate[02:44.29]Cause I been thinking bout you[02:45.55]Need get my head straight[02:46.72]Cause I can not ******* lose[02:47.99]You remember that day, where we had nothing to do?[02:50.29]So I hit you up, we would chill after school[02:52.84]Now it's ******, and I ******* miss you[02:55.32]It's alright, I see you with another dude[02:57.73]I know ur happy now, **** I wish I was too[03:00.13]Thinking of Suicide **** these SoundCloud views[03:02.65]Wanna die[03:03.41]Kill myself[03:03.79]Adalf's overdue[03:04.78]Wanna cry[03:05.49]End my life[03:06.08]But not over you[03:07.24]I've disappointed myself[03:08.31]I got nothing to lose[03:09.55]Put the gun to my head[03:10.73]And then i ******* shoot[03:14.04]