[00:55.36]Now she holding back everything she wanna say[00:58.69]Guess she really didn't learn from just the other day[01:01.80]She's so caught up in her ways[01:03.83]And thinking that there's only her opinion[01:05.94]She don't give a **** what no one gotta say[01:08.43]Her insecurities won't bring her any nearer[01:11.59]So why she sitting, putting on foundation and concealer[01:14.96]She's so ****ing stubborn, she won't see it any clearer[01:17.82]But she's so much more than what she see[01:19.71]When she look in the mirror, but[01:21.52]All these thought she has, they just hold her back[01:24.56]From seeing everyday of living it, like it's the last[01:27.77]But I guess she okay with it i ain't here to say n shit[01:31.71]Even if she hates it, she don't try to get away from it[01:35.12]Why not[01:35.95]I know it's hard[01:36.99]I know it's not an overnight process[01:39.69]Only you can stop this[01:41.37]Only you can see that you wasting your days[01:43.94]Tryna so hard to push these thoughts deeper into your brain[01:47.65]It's like[01:48.02]All i see is pain when i close my eyes[01:51.13]Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why[01:53.83]This life ain't a life worth living[01:56.90]This fight ain't fight worth winning[02:00.23]But every time that i'm here in the same damn place[02:04.03]And all these nightmares in the same damn face[02:07.17]And tell me all the fears that i can't replace[02:10.35]So i am just a slave to my head[02:13.62]Maybe it's me, or maybe it seems no matter what i say[02:18.71]She gon hate what she sees[02:20.36]She gon wake up in the morning[02:22.29]And she fine, until she go and stand in front of the mirror[02:24.97]And her eyes get to pouring[02:26.92]And she gon think[02:29.89]She gon be this way forever[02:33.91]We a team[02:36.29]We gon beat this hate together[02:40.26]I'm by your side even if you just want to sit and cry[02:45.66]And imma be the shoulder that you never had[02:49.21]And imma give you reasons you don't wanna die, yeah[02:53.04]But you gotta choose what's better to lose[02:56.05]Every thing that's good[02:57.09]Or the things the leave her bruised[02:59.08]Or the things that's leaving scars[03:00.78]Or the things that break you down[03:02.01]I know you don't really wanna hear it, girl[03:04.49]But just listen to how it sounds, yeah[03:06.91]All i see is pain when i close my eyes[03:10.11]Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why[03:12.83]This life ain't a life worth living[03:16.04]This fight ain't fight worth winning[03:19.09]But every time that i'm here in the same damn place[03:23.10]And all these nightmares in the same damn face[03:26.08]And tell me all the fears that i can't replace[03:29.09]So i am just a slave to my head[03:32.38]All i see is pain when i close my eyes[03:36.15]Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why[03:39.39]This life ain't a life worth living[03:42.31]This fight ain't fight worth winning[03:45.56]But every time that i'm here in the same damn place[03:49.06]And all these nightmares in the same damn face[03:52.57]And tell me all the fears that i can't replace[03:55.60]So i am just a slave to my head