[00:00.00] 作词 : Joseph Mullherin[00:01.00] 作曲 : Joseph Mullherin[00:03.01]Waking up at the crack of noon[00:05.21]Reminiscing of the times I'm waking up with you[00:08.01]I should leave, sell my ****, make some kind of moves[00:10.92]I'm lying to myself, I never leave this ******* room[00:13.98]I gotta pile of **** I haven't addressed, head is a mess[00:17.30]Check the 'scrip bottles, see if any are left[00:19.89]There's nothing,nowhere. but let's not even go there[00:23.31]I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care[00:25.92]'Cause there's a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be[00:29.23]I'm amazed at what I find when I look within honestly[00:32.24]Honestly, it feels like I'm waiting to die[00:34.88]Watch the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?[00:37.94]And I've been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise[00:41.49]I got this feeling I won't make it to twenty-five[00:44.09]It's a far cry, know we all got hard times[00:46.91]But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die[00:50.18]Leave my body by the liquor store[00:53.03]I'm an asshole, let me die slow[00:56.08]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see[00:58.99]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be[01:02.04]Leave my body by the liquor store[01:05.00]I'm an asshole, let me die slow[01:07.95]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see[01:10.90]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be[01:14.02]Don't even try to feed me all that "life is what you make it"[01:17.07]Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it[01:19.98]But when you're in your bed alone I know you ******* face it[01:23.04]One day you'll meet your maker and you'll see your life was wasted[01:25.93]The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming[01:28.81]You posted at a party but he's in the dark scheming[01:31.89]And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning[01:34.80]So sorry if I'm pessimistic but I don't believe it[01:37.92]I'm a **** up, ************[01:40.72]I'm sick of tryna find myself in others[01:43.73]I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer[01:46.74]I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother[01:49.46]Yeah I'm a **** up, ************[01:52.76]I needed you, you left me in the gutter[01:55.51]The saddest part is that I really loved her[01:58.52]On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under[02:01.93]Leave my body by the liquor store[02:04.68]I'm an asshole, let me die slow[02:07.74]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see[02:10.65]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be[02:13.71]Leave my body by the liquor store[02:16.65]I'm an asshole, let me die slow[02:19.61]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see[02:22.58]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be[02:25.57]I'm a **** up, ************[02:28.58]I'm sick of tryna find myself in others[02:31.53]I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer[02:34.48]I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother[02:37.19]Yeah I'm a **** up, ************[02:40.49]I needed you, you left me in the gutter[02:43.51]The saddest part is that I really loved her[02:46.25]On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under