I miss me - Rivilin.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Connor Woodland
[00:00.06] 作曲 : Connor Woodland
[00:00.12]LEDs blind me
[00:16.56]yeah, stigmatism covers up what I wanna see
[00:19.71]when I’m looking at your pretty face, yeah you got me
[00:23.91]wrapped around you little fingers yeah, my soul was free for the taking
[00:26.79]it’s like what did you mean I didn’t get it
[00:30.15]stuck in the past with my obsession
[00:31.92]got a collection of memories
[00:33.66]burn them on the wall for all to see
[00:35.04]it’s like what is that smell my flesh is burning
[00:36.99]stuck in the tide I see you turning
[00:38.76]fragments of wood sticking out your flesh
[00:40.35]the void is leaking from my chest
[00:42.00]my friends now covered in the dragon’s rot
[00:43.74]they didn’t seem to mind that I was stuck
[00:45.45]with the crows above calling out my name
[00:47.34]didn’t seem to matter how much I changed
[00:48.90]loved ones passed out in the burning house
[00:50.58]smoked bellowed in my lungs and I’m left in doubt
[00:52.29]like was I the one to start this flame
[00:54.00]didn’t mean to burn out now nothing remained
[00:55.71]now the clouds above are looking at me
[00:57.63]filling their guts with my pity
[00:59.25]crying out loud, I’m smothered in shame
[01:01.08]resurrection the love I called pain
[01:02.58]now the fragile bodies pile up like logs
[01:04.26]turn my back on my problems cus I know its a lot
[01:06.00]this reality is nothing that I could dream
[01:07.74]guess misery has finally found his peace
[01:09.93]I guess the person that just I really miss is me
[01:13.86]yeah, what have I become
[01:16.08]misery just finds a way to seep into me
[01:20.76]I guess it’s time to say that I’m done
[01:24.12]every day is suffering so please won’t you leave
[01:30.42]you only care to know that you’ve won
[01:31.14]sink into the past to find that memories haunt me
[01:34.44]this wasn’t something that could be love
[01:35.55]sick of me, sick of us
[01:40.26]yeah, every time I try to
[01:43.05]explain it I seem to rot
[01:48.15]yeah, fake friends corrupt
[01:50.01]yeah can’t get grip on myself fingers are shaking losing patience
[01:53.85]of me and the place I call home from the start I was just alone
[01:57.36]lather myself in drugs to feel nothing cus it better then feeling something
[02:00.93]cus I don’t want to feel this anger again from a childhood where I didn’t understand
[02:04.44]the consequences of being different pushed aside there was no interest.
[02:08.01]of understanding who I could be and who I became
[02:10.05]until I met you I thought you were everything that I deserve
[02:14.28]you brought hell to my mental state I didn’t think it could get worse
[02:17.43]down here now in the abyss I see friends are suffering all the same
[02:21.24]burning out our mental trauma from the bones of family ones that lay
[02:23.73]when the osulouths come down and change the forms that we try to portray
[02:28.08]distorted figures is what became, no face could recognize the pain.
[02:31.92]how do we survive when we don’t understand the person in front of us
[02:33.99]disgusted by reflections of everyone that just seem to pass.
[02:37.53]now time doesn’t wait for now one, so we ignore the issues and drown it out
[02:41.70]so, we live in constant agony fill us to the brim aching doubt