I Hope - Rivilin.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Connor Woodland
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Connor Woodland
[00:14.55]Cus I dont wanna be alot
[00:16.05]Don't wanna dont wanna her to take her spot
[00:18.00]Yeah, she wants to see me wants to me choosed
[00:20.37]I don't feeling anything, nothing for you
[00:22.17]Drip from my nails and I stop
[00:23.46]Freeze and I panic I panic a lot
[00:25.29]Bitch on my side she know she not the one
[00:26.94]So we take some more pills and forget what we've done
[00:28.68]Cus I hate everything you say,
[00:30.84]Hate how the hate how the way we changed
[00:32.82]As I'm looking at you, yeah the pain starts to breathe
[00:35.10]Down in the anguish my thoughts start to flee
[00:36.72]Cus I hate everything i am
[00:38.31]Hate how the hate how the way you stare
[00:40.62]I know under the ocean the sky is so blue
[00:42.39]Living in danger I'm losing to you
[00:44.25]Watching a friend getting crushed
[00:45.69]Bothered by pressure and feeling disgust
[00:47.58]Whats is the point, what is a dream
[00:49.41]Why do I chase all these feelings
[00:51.27]Don't wanna be another let down, you know that I am
[00:54.00]I don't wanna let in anyone in again
[00:55.74]It's all my fault, I know that you’re fine
[00:57.78]I don't wanna waste anymore of your time
[00:59.52]Nothing to no one you know that it's true
[01:01.35]Wake in a fog and the covers consume
[01:03.09]There's no daylight inside here
[01:04.53]I'm not coming out just to find im always used
[01:06.78]The person that matters is always just you
[01:08.67]Peeling my skin back to feel something new
[01:10.47]I know I don't belong here
[01:11.91]The pressures weighing down on my mind
[01:14.04]Cus I dont feel alive anymore snap back and I wake on your floor
[01:17.73]Cant tell whats fact from fiction I think I'm just losing my grip
[01:21.42]Friends change up I just can't relate overdosing on something that's fake
[01:25.17]Everytime I try to be myself I feel like they wanna take
[01:28.89]Everything that I've built to be, lacerations build up and bleed
[01:32.49]I thought that pain inside would stop but we both know that it never leaves
[01:36.15]Should I stay if no one will care, we all know that life isn't fair
[01:39.57]So I just bide my time inside this hell until my skin starts to tear
[01:50.22]Yeah, starving myself on the daily and now you portray me
[01:52.92]As someone whose joyful and happy thats crazy
[01:54.90]don't want to save just salvage my throat
[01:56.49]So some words can still come out so you can still cope
[01:58.59]Put on a pedestal I don't deserve this
[02:00.54]I'm just a scumbag who somehow just surfaced
[02:02.34]Do you know I just write these songs as hope
[02:04.17]I'm far from perfect I still just choke
[02:05.79]On emotions I can't get out
[02:07.53]See the keys inside now snapped down
[02:09.18]Seeing the ones that you love now just stop and just stare
[02:11.46]Guess you realize now that no one will care
[02:13.20]Im unstable, im unable
[02:14.91]To open up and talk about it
[02:16.59]Suicidal tendencies coming at friends in the waves
[02:18.93]Taking your hand now I'm stuck in a grave
[02:41.07]Nothing more, nothing less
[02:41.55]Left disgusted by my friends
[02:46.59]What's the point when I'm gone
[02:48.63]I just know I don't belong
[02:50.01]Cus I dont feel alive anymore snap back and I wake on your floor
[02:53.73]Cant tell whats fact from fiction I think I'm just losing my grip
[02:57.42]Friends change up I just can't relate overdosing on something that's fake
[03:01.20]Everytime I try to be myself I feel like they wanna take
[03:04.89]Everything that I've built to be, lacerations build up and bleed
[03:08.52]I thought that pain inside would stop but we both know that it never leaves
[03:12.12]Should I stay if no one will care, we all know that life isn't fair
[03:15.99]So I just bide my time inside this hell until my skin starts to tear