[00:01.531]I Can Be Afraid of Anything -The World Is A Beautiful Place &I Am No Longer Afraid To Die[01:35.314]I'm carrying a heavy bucket back from the well[01:40.983]Trembling hands and losing water losing my will[01:46.743]When we got home nothing was left but knots in the lease[01:52.623]Now I'm heading west or someplace far from the east[01:58.223]Cortisol and serotonin stable's a thrill[02:04.53]Anhedonia at the surface here I'm in hell[02:09.583]I'm carrying this empty bucket I wanna empty myself[02:15.153]Because everything is getting rid of everything else[02:33.07]Pacing parking lots ignored[02:43.716]We are the same but opposed[02:54.956]Something else is supposed to happen[03:05.985]You aren't having a good time anymore[03:14.785]Left in dust to carry myself[03:53.756]I really did dig my own hole and I'm climbing out[04:10.905]I really did dig my own hole but I can see the top[04:21.414]I'm climbing out[04:27.674]I really did dig my own hole I'm climbing out[04:38.584]I'm climbing out[05:18.759]You can smell life here what we call life above the ground[05:24.719]Hands stained dirty but there is water to wash them out[05:30.178]Being this age always seemed so far away[05:35.897]How is life here can we bring our trash outside the house[05:41.335]You can smell life here what we call life above the ground[05:47.55]Hands stained dirty but there is water to wash them out[05:52.695]Being this age always seemed so far away[05:58.245]How is life here can we bring our trash outside the house[06:03.774]You can smell life here what we call life above the ground[06:09.454]Hands stained dirty but there is water to wash them out[06:15.113]Being this age always seemed so far away[06:20.863]How is life here can we bring our trash outside the house[06:26.303]You can smell life here what we call life above the ground[06:31.843]Hands stained dirty but there is water to wash them out[06:37.693]Being this age always seemed so far away[06:43.342]To carry myself out