Alone With Me - Hopsin.mp3

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[00:09.97]Marcus ****ing Hopson, my guy, what up?
[00:12.38]Don't mean to intervene
[00:13.43]How are things going?
[00:14.48]Talk to me, how you livin' G?
[00:16.05]You look so confused right now
[00:17.72]Do you remember me?
[00:18.69]'Cause I've been with you since a teen, ****in' you up mentally
[00:21.38]I love it (I do) stayin' inside your head, where the rent is free
[00:24.09]I'm just here to make sure you keep all your crazy tendencies
[00:26.68]Look at yourself in disbelief, struggle with your identity
[00:29.19]Stuck in depression until you diagnosed with it clinically
[00:31.94]How's your love life? It's still a trifling mess?
[00:34.32]Nigga you thirty-five, you haven't found a wifey yet?
[00:37.05]I mean, if I was you would I be stressed? Y-E-S
[00:39.62]I guess a mail-order bride is nice, it might be best
[00:42.43]So how did you managed to get rich, yet be so empty?
[00:45.09]Constantly stuck in deep old frenzy
[00:47.23]Maybe your ego and echo friendly
[00:49.24]Bro you got a life that we don't envy
[00:51.21]And I bet suicide must be so tempting, do it
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[00:53.49]Wait, hold up (Damn)
[00:55.03]****s wrong with me?
[00:56.26]I can't leave me alone with me
[00:58.44]I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
[01:01.42]It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
[01:04.18]Wait, hold up (Shit)
[01:05.67]Stop controlling me
[01:07.00]I don't know who I'm supposed to be
[01:09.02]I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
[01:12.07]It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
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[01:15.00]So how's the rap life?
[01:16.37]Do people enjoy your music?
[01:17.73]Or you still spitting that bullshit to destroy the youth with?
[01:20.47]Be honest, you live in the shadow of Joyner Lucas (Oh-oh)
[01:23.24]Jealous? I know that you are, my point is proven
[01:25.82]**** happened to you?
[01:26.62]You was spittin' so cold
[01:27.94]You was the Ill Mind of Hopsin on the list with the GOATs
[01:30.65]Then you fell off, you should've took a different approach
[01:33.40]I hate to say it, but you'll never be like Kendrick or Cole, nigga
[01:36.58]It's ****ed up, that isn't fair Marcus
[01:39.11]I'm hoping that God will answer your prayers Marcus
[01:41.74]But even if he does the chances are rare
[01:43.89]That you'll have hands in the air headlining Madison Square Garden
[01:46.95]Nigga put the mic' down don't you fight this fight
[01:49.42]'Cause you the corny rapper only weird white kids like
[01:52.13]So every time the blogs post you, the comments gon' roast you
[01:55.15]I would rather be dead than be caught livin' in your shoes
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[01:57.77]Wait, hold up (I'm tripping)
[01:59.51]****s wrong with me?
[02:00.78]I can't leave me alone with me
[02:02.62]I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
[02:05.73]It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
[02:08.50]Wait, hold up (Please stop)
[02:10.15]Stop controlling me
[02:11.35]I don't know who I'm supposed to be
[02:13.35]I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
[02:16.42]It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
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[02:19.45]Aight, I got an idea, I'll tell you how it works
[02:22.11]It's gonna sound a little outrageous, but hear me out first
[02:24.73]You turn your phone off for two weeks
[02:26.45]And start an outburst of worried family members
[02:28.56]Which leads to a local town search
[02:30.22]But when they find you, you're dead inside your crib
[02:32.57]With a letter that says goodbye to your kid
[02:34.62]But you don't get to see him anyway 'cause your ex is wildin' and shit
[02:37.61]So in his little head it's like you already died, it's a trip
[02:40.44]While you reside in Heaven or Hell, which ever side that it is
[02:43.04]You baby mom's a regret, that shit you never tried to get fixed
[02:45.82]If you're alive, chances are she'll never try to repent
[02:48.34]I'm just tryna show you ways to exercise your revenge
[02:51.19]All you want is love, right?
[02:52.42]Well, you gon' have to get some balls
[02:53.90]Shoot your ****in' brains out until they splat against the walls
[02:56.52]I mean it has to hit the blogs and all your fans will get evolved
[02:59.18]And you'll be missed, 'cause people don't know what they have until it's lost
[03:01.94]Hug your dad and kiss your mom before this transition is done into the new life
[03:05.43]Your current one is trash, it isn't fun
[03:07.42]Yeah everybody got problems and we all fightin' this big war
[03:10.19]But your problems are different, you got nothin' to live for
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[03:12.98]Wait, hold up (Oh no)
[03:14.59]****s wrong with me?
[03:15.77]I can't leave me alone with me
[03:17.77]I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
[03:20.74]It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
[03:23.66]Wait, hold up (Please stop)
[03:25.07]Stop controlling me
[03:26.54]I don't know who I'm supposed to be
[03:28.48]I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
[03:31.49]It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
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[03:34.32]What I'm thinking, what you're thinking is not the important thing
[03:37.16]We are alive right now, that is the important thing
[03:39.91]It is important that you focus on this fundamental sense of aliveness within you
[03:45.12]And then you will see there's a natural distance between you and your thought process
[03:49.81]Once you create a little space between you and your mind between you and your body
[03:54.37]This is the end of suffering
[03:56.59]Don't identify any thought as negative because it's just a thought
[04:02.69]Who told you it's negative?
[04:04.26]It's just a thought, you are making it up, maybe you like it
[04:08.00]What's the problem?
[04:09.70]If you understand it's just a thought, it has no power
[04:14.80]If you think it's a reality, then it destroys you
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