[00:00.000] 作词 : Nathan Han Smith[00:01.000] 作曲 : Nathan Han Smith[00:43.284]And maybe I could say it's the last time[00:45.929]But maybe I could say that I'm scared[00:48.323]Another melody of somebody's story[00:50.983]I'll finally admit I don't care[00:52.848]It's been years and I can feel the end is near[00:57.047]'Cause I'm burnt out and I'm mangled[00:58.866]Ready to wake up from this nightmare[01:01.525]Wake me up[01:02.569]'Fore I close the book, I always flip to the start[01:04.700]I'm just tryna get a look at why I'm sick of the art[01:07.354]It all began with a spark[01:08.420]But the power, fame, dollars, and change took the charge[01:11.009]And made me less than its parts[01:12.331]I didn't want it this way, I used to long for this day[01:14.737]Yeah, sure the money was great, but sucked me into this phase[01:17.384]And now the dream that I was chasing seems to chain me in place[01:20.032]'Cause this game, it just takes, and it takes, and it takes![01:22.360]Will I rot away?[01:27.360]And if I say what's on my mind, will they all leave me behind?[01:32.888]I thought I was safe, thought that I'd see brighter days[01:40.013]Was I a shadow meant to fade all along?[01:44.541]Did I lose my way from pretending? Another suit without a soul[01:49.590]So many years, I thought it was ending[01:51.968]But it opened up and swallowed me whole[01:54.098]No happy ending will rise and show themselves[01:58.835]So I gotta reach out and write an ending, an ending for myself[02:03.633]'Fore I close the book, I always skip to the end[02:06.026]See, will I ever fall in love with making music again?[02:08.410]Or did I give up all my passion and friends[02:10.466]To run a factory line that'll just replace when I finally left? Yuh[02:14.136]Wanna know the day I knew nobody prayed for me?[02:17.005]The day somebody told me, "This ya legacy"[02:19.071]This is what you'll stay to be, unless you make a break[02:21.419]'Cause this game, it just takes, and it takes, and it takes![02:24.076]It's been years, there ain't nothing for me here[02:28.578]I was broken and alone, but now I'm home[02:33.918]Will I...[02:34.445]Rot away?[02:38.719]And if I say what's on my mind, will they all leave me behind?[02:44.034]I thought I was safe, thought that I'd see brighter days[02:51.450]Was I a shadow meant to fade all along?[02:58.093]Will I rot away?[03:03.136]If I stand up and say[03:08.192]Say what plagues my mind?[03:13.252]Will they leave me[03:15.901]Will you leave me behind?