[00:00.000] 作词 : Lily Adeline Troutman[00:23.687]It's easier to paint you as a lover or a friend[00:29.683]Than to say you were a stranger that I never truly met[00:35.917]This metaphoric picture makes it easier to see[00:42.192]That I'll always love you deeper than you'll ever feel for me[00:48.730]It's stupid truly stupid[00:51.596]How I hate to love you so[00:54.546]When all you did was live a lie[00:57.426]And pull me down below[01:01.229]I rest my head in metal, voices screaming what I can't yet say to you[01:07.725]I cry out loud and everyone hears words I say are only meant for you[01:13.479]What's it like to sit alone[01:16.279]Love nobody but yourself?[01:19.728]Why do I still follow you, let you keep me on this shelf?[01:25.484]I miss the blue of your canoe[01:28.668]You used to parade 'round[01:31.683]While singing me to a golden slumber[01:34.947]Paddling to ground[01:37.708]What happened to the girl I knew[01:40.476]Who wore her hair in curls?[01:44.063]What Faustian bargain did you give in to for your pearls?[01:50.006]It's stupid truly stupid[01:53.049]How I hate to love you so[01:55.808]You never even said goodbye[01:59.036]How could I ever know?[02:02.802]You're cold as ice[02:04.338]You're never nice[02:05.712]Why do I still come back?[02:08.475]I think I hoped[02:10.231]That I could rope[02:11.736]You back in line with me[02:15.788]I rest my head in metal, voices screaming what I can't yet say to you[02:21.460]I cry out loud and everyone hears words I say are only meant for you[02:27.487]What's it like to sit alone love nobody but yourself?[02:33.010]Why do I still follow you, let you keep me on this shelf?[02:39.110]Canoes to yachts[02:40.867]Hid away your locks[02:42.377]Where'd the girl I knew[02:43.987]Take off to[02:45.504]Switched your bicycles for convertibles[02:48.523]Left me gasping in your dust[02:51.530]All you can behold[02:53.043]Are the fields of gold[02:54.799]That you signed your soul away to[02:57.609]When did you decide[02:59.371]That it hurt your pride[03:00.876]To say the words "I love you"?[03:04.133]You're withering away[03:06.672]Withdrawing day by day[03:10.207]Your heartbeats I once fell asleep to[03:13.385]Never even play[03:16.452]Oh was it worth it?[03:18.706]Trading all your mortal goods my love?[03:22.469]When did you change your mind and find that I was not enough?[03:29.493]I rest my head in metal, voices screaming what I can't yet say to you[03:35.421]I cry out loud and everyone hears words I say are only meant for you[03:41.313]What's it like to sit alone[03:43.855]Withering away?[03:47.677]Why do I still follow you?[03:50.036]Why do I still need to stay?