[00:00.00] 作词 : Connor Woodland[00:01.00] 作曲 : Connor Woodland[00:03.88]Living with the memory in the glass[00:05.64]Everything is so white in the past[00:07.99]Cant see, everything I try to be[00:09.86]Just ends up failing in front of me[00:10.81][00:11.91]Brown hair, brown eyes[00:13.53]You can’t compare someone’s soul by size[00:15.74]So I’m living with the floorboards[00:17.59]Buried with our childhood lies[00:18.19][00:19.50]Out by the back were our dog used to sing[00:23.32]Place me next to him[00:24.74]Well never speak of this again.[00:26.19][00:26.30]I found lust in petty smiles[00:29.15]I got lost in you for awhile[00:30.90]The ghost by the chair[00:32.06]Looking at us still pulling out my hair[00:34.81]I was the residence of your bed[00:36.63]The emotions you never fed[00:38.54]Even at this point in life[00:40.26]My psychiatrist says I was better off dead[00:42.32][00:42.41]So little birch, come grow on my spine[00:44.13]Be the one who says you’ll always be mine[00:45.93]But the fire inside, never burns that bright[00:48.14]Dim with the shadows, a soul not in sight[00:49.05][00:50.45]Being a wall flower is far from new to me[00:54.16]Its blasphemy thinking this is what love could be[00:57.74]Suicidal thoughts creeping up the back my neck[01:01.40]Hanging the noose with good intentions and a welfare check[01:05.56][01:07.71]Maybe I’ve just been wishing too much[01:14.05]Maybe I’ve just been wishing[01:18.54][01:20.56]Living with the memory in the glass[01:23.02]Everything is so white in the past[01:24.93]Cant see, everything I try to be[01:26.73]Just ends up failing in front of me[01:27.74][01:28.19]Brown hair, brown eyes[01:30.46]You can’t compare someone’s soul by size[01:32.32]So I’m living with the floorboards[01:34.23]Buried with our childhood lies[01:36.14][01:43.54]Ill park in the drive way[01:45.89]Where this rain never seems to end[01:47.76]Flooded gutters, flooded eyes[01:49.27]Stories of a time when we can mend[01:51.52]But seriously since when did anxiety become too much to swallow[01:54.83]My back burner is burning a hole[01:56.55]Straight through my bones leaving me hollow[01:57.80][01:58.91]I guess I’m just calling[02:00.07]Just to say I’ve been thinking a lot lately[02:02.78]With dreams of dying[02:04.13]I was stupid to think that you would change me[02:06.49]I became used to breathing nicotine[02:08.48]Every time our lips seem to touch[02:10.59]I guess this is a stretch[02:11.16]But black lungs never really meant much.[02:13.91][02:15.37]I never did really mean that much did I[02:18.59]I never really meant that much to you.