[00:22.31]When did everything gets so heavy[00:32.30]Tell me do you wish you've never met me[00:40.29]Cause I wish I've never met me[00:44.30]Guide me now[00:46.98]I am all tied up[00:49.56]I know you never care so I just shut up[00:55.06]I adore you I just needed love[01:00.26]Just giving one hell start[01:05.66]I feel so heavy[01:09.04]The way you love me[01:11.58]I can love cause I feel that you won't love me[01:17.35]I need a change[01:19.75]I feel so strange now[01:22.31]Everyone looks at me like im drown in[01:29.98]In spiring rain[01:35.95]I feel so heavy the way you love me[01:41.17]I feel so heavy[01:43.90]No I can't breath I can't breath I feel so heavy[01:58.89]Obviously, I would be completely lying if I didn't say it[02:03.21] This is for really really really hard for me and I'm hurting a lot[02:09.95] I'm just I'm just really hurting[02:15.64] But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy and that sounds really coming from someone who is crying[02:27.89] But there is a lot of joy that comes with this