[00:00.000][part one][00:00.385]I've been here before[00:50.380]Late for everything, my face to the cement[00:53.660]That's how I always seen it[00:56.173]I spent days faded and anemic[00:59.255]You could see it in my face, I ain't been eating[01:01.643]I'm just wasting away[01:03.222]Looks like that Rvier Phoenix went gone end up my fate[01:06.748]And when they drag me out of the gutter, mail the ashes to my mother[01:09.977]Twist the spliff if I don't finish my plate[01:12.431]Slip a fist for my niggas in chains, my mental was caged[01:16.646]See, I ain't been to prison but the feelings' the same[01:19.925]Shared sentiment, when and if the pen hit the page[01:23.165]As of late, i've been watching bitches in my space[01:27.006]Shit's just looking different with age[01:29.690]Try to make some sense of all this shit in my brain[01:32.968]One foot stuck in a tar pit of my ways[01:38.813][part two][02:31.918]And if it's like that the whole time[02:36.540]If it's like that the whole time, we'll be alright[02:39.470]Staying up all night, but it's alright[02:46.751]And i've been stayin' up all night, but it's alright[02:52.068]It's me and my nibbling consciense[02:55.522]Nigga, I'm fixing to give up[02:59.346]I've been alone for the longest[03:03.323]It's trouble, the way that we joggin'[03:04.857]Nothin' gone save us or stop us[03:06.955]Me and my nibbling consciense[03:10.832]Nigga, I'm fixing to give up[03:14.373]I've been alone for the longest[03:22.530]This spliff, I ain't spliffin' no time soon[03:25.254]My brain split in two, it's raining a bit[03:29.256]I hope it's a monsoon, my face in the sink[03:33.118]I'm seeing my mom soon. I'm faded, I stink[03:36.967]Stay it, alright?'[04:54.302][part three, instrument][06:27.172][part four][06:55.490]I got my grandmama's hands, I start to cry when I see them[06:59.145]'Cause they remind me of seeing her[07:01.303]Thses the times that I needed her most, 'cause I feel defeated[07:04.898]And not by nothin; but myself, my second thoughts, my sec...[07:11.922]My hands, I start to cry when I see them[07:14.092]'Cause they remind me of seeing her[07:16.132]Thses the times that I needed her most, 'cause I feel defeated[07:19.514]And not by nothin; but myself, my second thoughts[07:22.369]My hectic process of thinkin' and all my doubts and I think[07:26.271]I know Nak is there sleepin', he on the couch, that's my brother[07:29.703]Give me a boost when my confidence need it, so I love him[07:33.437]To tell the truth, I got a problem with eating, I've been drugging[07:36.777]To tell the truth, I.m not supposed to be off in here[07:40.179]I.m supposed to be sleepin', but I've been turnin' and tossin'[07:43.435]To tell the truth, I miss my partna dem[07:46.481]To tell the truth, you can't be loud when you're the wrongest, fam[07:50.278]To tell the truth, I'm at a loss of friends[07:54.835]Well, time waits for no man, and death waits with cold hands[07:57.846]I'.m the youngest old man that you know[08:00.421]If your soul intact, let me know[08:13.895][part five, outro]