[00:00.000] 作词 : Josh Landry[00:02.958] I got all the things I dreamt about[00:08.798] But none of it erases all the doubt in me[00:14.807] And money doesn't seem to change a thing[00:20.797] When all I ever seem to do is sit and think[00:25.018] They say, "How could you be depressed?[00:27.690] You don't know how much you're blessed"[00:31.308] I guess they don't see the monster with its hands on my neck[00:37.291] It's funny, I know they're right[00:39.647] When they all say I'm a mess[00:43.395] Wearing all my success like failure is what I do best[00:48.523] I thought I'd be happier by now[00:52.414] Happier by now, happier[00:57.145] Got all I wanted but it's still not enough, I[01:00.538] I thought I'd be happier by now[01:04.440] Happier by now, happier[01:09.080] Got all I wanted but it still doesn't feel right[01:12.527] I thought I'd be happier by now[01:15.038][01:26.074] I thought I'd be happier by now[01:29.969] Happier by now, happier now[01:36.583] (I thought I'd be happier by now)[01:41.896] Thought that finding all the finer things[01:47.798] Would fix the kid in pieces left alive in me[01:53.769] But every treasure turns to tragedy[01:59.833] 'Cause all they ever seem to do is bury me[02:04.078] They say, "How could you be depressed?[02:06.671] You don't know how much you're blessed (Huh)[02:10.377] You got all this and more, how could you say that you're stressed?"[02:16.040] It's embarrassing but they're right[02:18.629] When they all say I'm a mess[02:22.383] Wearing all my success like failure is what I do best[02:27.540] I thought I'd be happier by now[02:31.395] Happier by now, happier[02:36.072] Got all I wanted but it's still not enough, I[02:39.448] I thought I'd be happier by now (By now)[02:43.409] Happier by now (By now), happier[02:48.141] Got all I wanted but it still doesn't feel right[02:51.505] I thought I'd be happier by now[02:53.969][03:05.007] I thought I'd be happier by now[03:08.953] Happier by now, happier now[03:15.524] (I thought I'd be happier by now)[03:21.665] Don't know what it is that I still chase[03:24.511] I wanna say I'm proud, but it feels fake[03:27.589] I don't wanna be someone I hate[03:30.469] I wanna be happier[03:33.460] I'm sick of people laughing in my face[03:36.611] When I try to talk about my pain[03:39.290] When the mission isn't fame or a bigname[03:42.471] I wanna be happier