[00:00.000] 作词 : Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti[00:01.000] 作曲 : Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti[00:18.097] Taste bitter on a guilty tongue[00:24.196] It's hard to see I'm the chosen one[00:30.570] Fake friends with a camera phone[00:36.994] Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home[00:41.484] This home of mine[00:44.015] I see it in my dreams[00:47.080] Where everyone looks happy[00:50.400] And everyone still likes me[00:54.622] This home of mine[00:56.917] I miss it all the time[00:59.951] What happened to this family?[01:03.152] What happened to this family?[01:06.887] Have I let you down?[01:08.874] Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards[01:15.454] Being thoughtful can be so hard[01:21.312] First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son[01:27.638] Last fifteen years, I'm the hated one[01:32.567] This heart of mine[01:34.843] Gets blacker all the time[01:38.288] Affection makes me nauseous[01:41.637] Believe me, I don't want this[01:44.929] I hurt my blood tonight[01:47.765] I made my sisters cry[01:51.148] I never say "I love you"[01:54.306] Even though I want to[01:57.640] I'm just my father's son[02:01.425] My mother's kid[02:04.916] A shitty brother[02:07.830] I'm nobody's friend[02:10.909] This is all my fault[02:13.635] I only make you cry[02:16.658] I don't deserve this family[02:20.059] You're better off without me[02:23.871] 'Cause I let you down[02:26.220] And I lost my ****ing mind[02:29.441] Then everything got messy[02:32.760] And everyone got angry[02:36.137] I cursed my blood tonight[02:39.247] It happens all the time[02:42.498] Is everyone against me?[02:45.521] Has everyone goddamned me?[02:48.813] What happened to this family?[02:55.170] What happened to this family?[03:08.072] What happened to this family?[03:11.123] What happened to this family?[03:14.251] Is everyone against me?[03:17.363] What happened to this family?[03:20.640] Has everyone goddamned me?[03:23.825] What happened to this family?[03:26.966] Is everyone against me?[03:30.134] What happened to this family?[03:33.059] Don't let me drown[03:41.149] I hate goodbyes[03:43.301] So cringey, I could die[03:46.297] We only say "I love you"[03:49.556] 'Cause that's what we're supposed to[03:53.251] And most families lie[03:55.753] But I meant it every time[03:59.027] Then treat you like you're worthless[04:02.402] I never said I'm perfect