[00:00.000] 作词 : Jaja Gh'ais Robinson[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jaja Gh'ais Robinson[00:10.183]Circumstances had em broken[00:11.444]Why did God take the rib[00:12.697]Starin at them train tracks cause[00:13.952]He didn't wanna live[00:14.955]**** all the rap tracks[00:16.209]All the praise ain't shit[00:17.463]If you gotta wear a coat just[00:18.717]To walk thru the crib[00:20.223]And you movin like Duquan[00:21.478]Since you worried bout the stench[00:22.733]Cause the bucket you wash up in[00:23.988]Is the life you resent[00:25.243]And the grades don't hit[00:26.247]This ya first ever F[00:27.751]And niggas lookin at you funny[00:29.005]Cause they thought you was the best[00:30.261]But you can't concentrate with the pain[00:32.018]In ya chest[00:33.021]From the hyperventilation or[00:34.277]The lack of thе breath[00:35.531]When you think about the loss[00:36.786]How shit coulda been[00:38.040]If you havеn't isolated all ya homies and ya kin[00:40.550]Then you come across the Sun[00:41.805]But you don't know how to manage it[00:43.058]The damages resulted from disparagement[00:45.066]You done heard it all[00:46.321]And it wasn't even the tongue of ya opp[00:47.651]It was the words of ya blood[00:49.496]So it smites with a venom[00:50.751]Ima handle it myself if my[00:52.255]God didn't get em[00:53.847]Murderous thoughts and habits[00:54.851]Coincide with thoughts of heaven[00:55.854]Thinkin its gotta be better than this[00:57.110]You fill the journal with practices of[00:59.401]A note and seal that bitch with a kiss[01:00.655]To the ones, that believed[01:02.161]That would sweat, and would bleed[01:03.667]And would go, thru the hurt[01:04.922]And would deal, with police[01:06.177]That would hold, when you bawl[01:07.431]That would cheer, when you ball[01:08.687]You put ya soul in music so those[01:09.941]Folks could have it all[01:11.196]You march the frontlines cause[01:12.702]You know who to fault[01:13.705]You witnessed the destruction[01:15.211]And tear gas from afar[01:16.214]Conflicted cause you wanna[01:17.720]Snatch at a cop's Glock[01:18.974]But you got ya lover with you[01:20.479]So that wouldn't be smart[01:21.483]We encapsulate the misery[01:22.737]We're one with the dark[01:23.741]The excruciating aches from[01:25.754]The horrors of thought[01:26.506]And even though you lost ya voice[01:27.761]I can still hear you talk[01:29.015]Yeah even though the shouts are muted[01:30.520]I could still hear it all[01:32.026]Deprivation of necessities[01:33.030]Obviously the obloquy a[01:34.285]Different form of weaponry[01:36.042]Found humiliation when I went[01:37.046]To look for empathy[01:38.299]Talk about what[01:39.303]For who[01:40.056]You know the problem[01:41.311]But refuse to hear the truth[01:42.064]Deprivation of necessities[01:43.068]Obviously the obloquy a[01:44.573]Different form of weaponry[01:46.079]Found humiliation when I went[01:47.082]To look for empathy[01:48.837]Talk about what[01:49.591]For who[01:50.344]You know the problem[01:51.346]But refuse to hear the truth[01:52.350]Oh, well um