[00:00.000] 作词 : Jay_T[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jay_T[00:15.493]it's cold down there[00:21.244]i need to tell u about my story right here[00:25.244]it's like a tragedy no one does care[00:28.494]oh lord now i have no fear[00:30.994]look passed my life[00:33.245]standard loser of all time[00:35.495]got nothing try to suicide[00:37.745]ain't no good in my whole life[00:39.495]but i've been[00:40.995]i do care about my life ,[00:42.245]i do suicide a feau time[00:43.495]but hi , i'm still a here[00:44.996]and i'm scream in night[00:46.246]but they don't know why[00:48.496]goodbye you ain't never have your right[00:49.996]to do some , you're gonna have to lose'em[00:51.996]look , you're doing the same , but maybe for safe[00:53.996]well rest in peace , it means you can't be changed[00:55.996]u can't be true like i do , oh shoot[00:57.497]i forgot that your dream is pop ,[00:59.997]look at now , you're sitting in the lob , for long[01:01.747]hoe , man up , like your daddy thought[01:05.247]pick your dream up , like u never being stoped[01:09.248]go chase it , and taste it , how good it be it's like a dre said[01:10.998]no matter what is on , don't give up , you'll become the greatest one of all time[01:17.248][01:20.749]and i always wanna had a love from a mom[01:23.999]even not a real one , here's a all my love[01:26.499]u can warm my heart like no one does[01:32.750]oh my gosh , i'll pray to lord[01:37.000]oh my god how good it'll be[01:40.501]i had a mom , that's all i need[01:43.251]my daddy is gonna be happy[01:45.251]**** this all fake[01:48.001][01:50.001]i can't remind how do i passing those bad years[01:54.252]all i got is someone kick my ass in back yard[01:57.002]damn hurts , like the clock is stoped[02:00.002]and now i'm crying like a ***** , cuz it make me numb[02:02.753]and i never thought about pay it back to u[02:05.503]cuz you're my mom , and i loving u so bad but u leaved so fast[02:09.753]why u do it like that , i can't understand , this is the end[02:12.003]when they asked me , where's your mom , where she gone[02:15.754]why'd she not even showed up in town[02:19.004]i say **** u , just do your job , there's no up and down cuz she is gone[02:23.754]forever gone long , and there's no fun , i mean she is dead or maybe not , i do buried her deep in my heart ,and for now i was like i have no mom[02:28.505][02:32.005]i'll do oldschool **** all my life[02:33.504]nobody can change it , and no one can make me change it[02:36.004]it's like i was born to do it , this **** saved my life homie[02:38.256]how i'm i suppose to quit of it , can i ? for sho i can quit if i want[02:39.506]but guess what , go **** yourself if u think i should've[02:40.506][02:41.506]i see the people have no light in thier eye but i know they tried[02:43.006]it's no hurts cuz i know that i might be the next[02:44.006]i don't wanna living like an animal[02:45.506]i'd rather be die , i wondering why u come to my world[02:47.756]and ruind it all, doing rude and awful[02:51.757]show'em peace and love go shout out to snoop dogg[02:57.507]ma man , he's about start popping , G funk now clapping[03:01.508]yeah i got a gun in my hand , and try to get him a pass