[00:00.00][00:01.15]But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness[00:04.00]And unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying:" I'm hurting "[00:08.95]And they say:" Don't worry, we got your back. "[00:11.25]The only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel[00:14.35][00:16.55]And I know that I gotta die someday[00:20.60][00:24.20]So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains[00:28.95][00:32.40]And all my friends say the same f****ng thing[00:36.40][00:39.15]" You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay " “[00:44.00]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[00:47.80]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)[00:53.75]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[00:57.40]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)[01:03.85]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[01:07.75]I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)[01:12.40]And I know that I gotta die someday[01:17.20][01:19.85]So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains[01:25.55][01:28.45]And all my friends say the same f****ng thing[01:32.05][01:34.90]" You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay " “[01:40.15][01:41.65]You know, there,there is unfortunately and unavoidable, but like I said[01:44.45]The reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our well being and...[01:51.15]Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and say:"Are you okay?"[01:55.65]And that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on