[00:00.000] 作词 : Vrogat·D[00:00.442] 作曲 : Vrogat·D[00:00.884]录音:Vrogat[00:02.640]混音:Vrogat[00:03.392]主人公:Eurus[00:04.144][00:04.645][00:05.147][00:05.649][00:26.222]You don't listen,do u?[00:26.222]你根本没在听对吧[00:26.724]i don't think u ever really hear me[00:30.485]你根本 没有 聆听过[00:31.489]u just ask the same questions everyweek[00:33.496]每周问我同样的问题[00:34.248]“how's ur job”[00:35.000]“工作怎么样”[00:35.753]“Are you having any negative thoughts?”[00:36.755]“你有负面情绪吗”[00:40.524]All I have are negative thoughts.[00:42.531]我满脑子都是。[00:43.033][00:44.037][00:44.539][00:45.042][00:46.799]for my whole life i didn't know If i even really existed[00:51.076]我这辈子无时不刻不在怀疑我有没有真的存在过[00:52.833][00:53.586][00:54.590][00:57.350][01:05.879]In my dream a treacherous labyrinth[01:07.884]梦境中总是出现一座危机四伏的迷宫[01:09.139]hypocritical faces under mask[01:10.896]那里到处都是戴着面具的伪善者[01:12.152]Moving mountains ****ing jaded[01:14.409]疲惫不堪[01:15.916]real or dream can tell no difference[01:16.669]细思极恐[01:17.172][01:17.172][01:17.423][01:17.673][01:18.175]陷入迷惘还要继续救死扶伤[01:19.929]害怕艺术理想就此收场[01:25.287]走在人群只感到大笑和空虚的灵魂[01:26.039]这想法让我的心寒冷 无比[01:29.553]困在了谷底[01:31.310]谷底的桎梏扼住咽喉我是抽薪的釜底零度的灰烬[01:32.062][01:32.314][01:32.814][01:33.065][01:33.568][01:34.321][01:35.324][01:36.075][01:37.330]平芜尽处是春山[01:39.085]一地鸡毛的生活还在绵延不断[01:41.593]“我还是喜欢在冬天等夏天来”[01:44.855]“死不悔改”[01:45.859][01:46.612][01:47.364][01:48.116][01:48.869]“她这才不是摇滚浪漫”[01:51.880][01:52.131][01:52.383][01:52.383][01:52.884]没有人在乎你有多努力 结果最直观[01:54.892]很少有人在乎你的天赋 结果最直观[01:58.154]会有人在乎的一般都是 他妈的伪善[01:59.657]所有人都把你的失败归结为 你不够努力你看看[02:00.910][02:01.412][02:01.914][02:02.666][02:04.422]“So what did u learn in college Eurus?”[02:13.204]“I........”[02:13.705][02:13.956][02:14.207][02:14.708][02:15.713]head down stressed out talking with nobody[02:17.970]低头 紧张 沉默[02:18.723]find myself a piece of shit of others' willing[02:20.478]我发现我是他人意志的强行叠加体[02:21.731]stole my life what else u want from me[02:23.995]你已经偷走我的人生你还想干嘛[02:24.748]deep inside my heart a theorist i bury[02:26.503]内心深处还有我亲手埋葬的理论学家的梦想[02:26.754][02:27.004][02:27.004][02:27.506][02:28.258]凭什么说他们想要我想要的一切就是我想要的[02:33.528]既然没那么在乎我想要的又为什么要假装关心挤出假笑呢[02:38.546]在乎的都是自己不过是程度不一[02:41.813]散步总一个人在街道耳机插在兜里[02:45.324]没有人理解的夜 我不再翻来覆去[02:49.088]没有人在乎过程因为 结果最直观[02:50.090][02:50.592][02:51.095][02:51.847][02:52.098]没有人在乎你有多努力 结果最直观[02:54.607]很少有人在乎你的天赋 结果最直观[02:58.121]会有人在乎的一般都是 他妈的伪善[03:00.629]所有人都把你的失败归结为 你不够努力你看看[03:03.639][03:04.141][03:04.894][03:05.646][03:15.673]做我喜欢的事就是不务正业[03:18.181]不务正业的事就是“除了搞钱”[03:21.443]我仍把感情放的高于一切但定义成功与失败的标准还是那么片面[03:28.217]我想把我的理想和浪漫都变现[03:32.483]我想把我的理想和浪漫都变现[03:36.497]但从来都是大多数人对少数人的审判[03:40.765]少数人成了大多数人主观意志叠加体无力感的副产 物[03:43.022][03:43.524][03:44.026][03:44.777][03:46.533]好难。。。。。。。[03:50.297][03:52.556][03:53.810][03:55.315][03:56.820][03:58.325][03:59.578][04:00.581][04:02.338]死守浪漫。