I Deserve This - Caskey.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Caskey
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Caskey
[00:23.273] I'm feelin' so many things inside
[00:27.663] I deserve this
[00:28.927] This money bring tears to my eye
[00:32.533] I deserve this
[00:34.522] If you knew what I've been through
[00:37.646] You would understood what it took
[00:40.338] All these stones that they throwin' at me
[00:42.590] When they should just pray, but it's still all good, I deserve this
[00:48.637] I've been goin' through so much, I reversed it
[00:54.618] Who knew that I would make it this far? I rehearsed this
[00:58.276] And them diamonds don't mean shit to me
[01:01.392] I just wear 'em all as a reminder
[01:04.031] Nobody upliftin' me
[01:06.307] **** it, I'm a sole survivor
[01:08.033] And I would tradе it all, just to see my pops one more time
[01:12.925] And to roll onе with you 'cause I miss you so much
[01:16.199] People see the fame
[01:17.592] But the shame is it don't feel the same when it's all said and done
[01:21.302] That pain been callin'
[01:23.318] I look in the mirror and I feel this scarrin'
[01:26.623] Feel so unwanted
[01:31.010] With myself, I'm warrin'
[01:31.926] I'm feelin' so many things inside
[01:36.321] I deserve this
[01:38.143] This money bring tears to my eye
[01:41.406] I deserve this
[01:42.673] If you knew what I've been through
[01:46.133] You would understood what it took
[01:48.496] All these stones that they throwin' at me
[01:51.419] When they should just pray, but it's still all good, I deserve this
[02:00.275] I deserve this
[02:05.676] I deserve the shine, so **** what it cost
[02:08.033] I deserve the lights, the life of a boss
[02:11.205] Did this by myself, no one I could call
[02:13.842] So once I get it all, ain't no **** it up
[02:16.546] I've been through mournin' through losses and setbacks and trollin'
[02:19.619] People talk shit and they don't even know me
[02:23.382] It weigh so much that I can't feel the moment
[02:26.312] And all I lost all of my homies
[02:28.323] And I would trade it all, just to see my pops one more time
[02:31.845] And to roll one with you 'cause I miss you so much
[02:35.131] I've been so close to the edge
[02:37.747] That I want to be dead and I'm tempted to jump
[02:40.789] People only see the outside
[02:44.592] Don't know what it took
[02:46.810] So before you look at my life and think it's all good
[02:50.805] I'm feelin' so many things inside
[02:55.697] I deserve this
[02:57.554] This money bring tears to my eyes
[03:00.592] I deserve this
[03:02.769] If you knew what I've been through
[03:05.762] You would understood what it took
[03:08.715] All these stones that they throwin' at me
[03:10.971] When they should just pray, but it's still all good, I deserve this
[03:20.828] I deserve this
[03:25.336] I deserve this