i want her, she never felt my feelings - 张奇怪.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 张奇怪
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 张奇怪
[00:12.627]作曲：张奇怪
[00:14.951]作词：张奇怪
[00:17.345]编曲：Yusei 
[00:39.035]黑夜总是将情绪放大
[00:40.792]焦虑沮丧把所有安全感都吞下
[00:43.782]给你发的信息打得电话
[00:45.474]“对方把你拉黑”将自尊送给你践踏
[00:48.455]盯着窗外直到清晨
[00:50.850]让阳光填充满精神
[00:53.222]想着怎么样送给你惊喜
[00:54.928]拿起手机发现你还没回我信息
[01:16.690]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling（你不是我，所以你不懂我的感受）
[01:21.396]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[01:26.127]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[01:30.856]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[01:35.555]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[01:40.267]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[01:44.972]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[01:49.666]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
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[02:13.223]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[02:17.856]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[02:22.661]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[02:27.382]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[02:32.100]回忆总是自行抹去坏的部分同时还会在你脑海里面夸大好的
[02:36.815]想要感情维持完美谁又能够保持独善其身谁又能不深陷沼泽
[02:41.497]所以才得以承担重负 取消对甜蜜的控诉
[02:46.296]正面回应矛盾带来的痛苦用力把她拥入怀里从不想要结束
[03:09.819]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[03:14.422]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[03:18.846]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[03:23.889]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[03:28.615]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
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[03:38.056]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
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[04:06.389]再次设下慈悲的圈套露出虚伪的欢笑来勾引我往下跳
[04:11.615]谎言一层接着一层编造在这场感情中你是罪人我是原告
[04:16.805]不愿看到你非伤感的哽咽，只要一眼我就再次沦陷
[04:22.062]作祟的是脑中闪过的碎片还有手机里你求我原谅你的信件
[04:27.285]但是你的眼神背叛了你的言辞 
[04:29.582]利用你的虚假来帮助自己逃离现实
[04:32.126]到底什么导致我会为你放下面子
[04:34.439]坚持到感情都变得廉价甚至一文不值
[04:37.406]像被文火慢慢煎熬到枯萎 燃料是对你无限宽容的心扉
[04:42.543]总是在困惑中观察你的内心所以到了这个时间依旧不能入睡
[04:53.502]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[05:00.638]You're not me.So you don't know how I feeling
[05:09.692]if you listen you’ll feel my pain（如果听了这首歌，你会感受到）
[05:29.926]最后还是没能保持独善其身
[05:32.190]在爱你的感情漩涡里面越陷越深
[05:34.783]自食恶果悲痛藏在心里不想告人
[05:37.464]于是自主选择失去意识从此消沉
[05:40.903]心如死灰一般 开采过度的荒山
[05:45.943]乌云密布的压抑 这首歌也词不达意