[00:00.00] 作词 : Connor Woodland[00:01.00] 作曲 : Connor Woodland[00:10.16]Racing in my thoughts I see you[00:13.35]I don’t know what to say, no I can’t choose[00:16.10]Just lost in the icu[00:18.76]Hospital wards don’t get better when you’re used through[00:21.38]Stuck on the percs, stuck in the rain[00:24.00]I can make it better, yeah you know I’d take all of your pain[00:26.69]Stuck on the hurt, stuck in my brain[00:29.24]Yeah I swear that your name is carved into my veins[00:32.07]I feel like I’m caught in standby[00:34.55]Everyone is moving so fast in front of my eyes[00:37.25]Calm down, it will work out, it will be fine[00:40.55]I just tell myself this so anxiety will die[00:42.70]Driving in the car, flip the lights on[00:45.25]See my life pass, what did I do that was wrong[00:47.91]Try to drown my sorrows till my liver failed me[00:50.73]Chews at my conscious, so I sank quietly[00:53.35]Messed up, yeah I messed up[00:55.51]Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day[00:58.71]Changed up. Yeah I changed up[01:00.86]Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no[01:04.11]Messed up, yeah I messed up[01:06.43]Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn’t stand[01:09.31]Left us, yeah I left us[01:11.71]Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane[01:14.90]Messages from you, intravenous in my veins[01:17.42]Flicking ash with the wrist, filling lungs with smoke is bliss[01:20.06]Spinning all around, yeah the walls start to breathe[01:22.75]Opening up, let the shadows sink and swallow me[01:25.50]Skin my ghost and put in a jar[01:28.02]Leave in on the shelf to collect dust and say you tried[01:30.70]Eyes snap open, watching from afar[01:33.11]Feeling numb in the skin, push me back don’t let me in[01:36.15]Emotions what are these, I can’t get attached[01:38.66]If I let you in, you’ll just leave me ransacked[01:41.30]The only pain I fell inside[01:44.04]Comes from you and leaves me tongue-tied[01:46.73]Leave the light on when it’s getting dark[01:49.42]I swear I’ll be here when you wake up[01:52.09]Don’t show, yeah just leave me on standby[01:54.84]Most days I feel that I’m the ghost that just died[01:57.35]Messed up, yeah I messed up[01:59.64]Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day[02:02.73]Changed up. Yeah I changed up[02:04.95]Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no[02:08.12]Messed up, yeah I messed up[02:10.39]Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn’t stand[02:13.41]Left us, yeah I left us[02:15.73]Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane[02:18.73]Messed up, yeah I messed up[02:21.00]Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day[02:24.06]Changed up. Yeah I changed up[02:26.25]Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no[02:29.40]Messed up, yeah I messed up[02:31.74]Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn’t stand[02:34.73]Left us, yeah I left us[02:37.08]Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane[02:40.11]Messed up, yeah I messed up[02:42.37]Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day[02:45.38]Changed up. Yeah I changed up[02:47.73]Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no