[00:48.78]Eyes on the screen[00:50.61]We have all the information now, but what does it mean?[00:54.36]Reason's a tease[01:06.03]Drank up all that hemlock, here I am just reading the leaves[01:18.36]Left wondering:[01:20.52]what happened to the life we lost, that got lost in the living?[01:24.51]And all this fiction makes me nervous[01:28.29]Turns out it was blood spilled on the canvas[01:31.47]we admired just like some Rorschach painting[01:42.90]The film in your brain—it edits to[01:46.32]remember, keeps the figure in the frame[01:57.48]It's a sacrificial violence,[02:00.00]all those passed over in silence then cast out with the blame[02:03.84]And I'm trying to stay sane—meanwhile, t[02:15.30]he river of forgetfulness starts spilling the banks[02:25.14]Caught in a lie and instead of fessing[02:28.53]up, we'd sooner just go out of our heads[02:31.65]I've been holding up my end when I should have[02:41.73]doubled down on my own atom bomb shelter instead[03:06.90]Oh, oh, how you gonna hold on?[03:10.92]How you gonna hold on?[03:11.79]How you gonna hold on to every thing?[03:13.38]Oh, oh, how you gonna hold on?[03:15.69]How you gonna hold on?[03:16.11]How you gonna hold on to your memory?[03:25.44]Oh, oh, how you gonna hold on?[03:27.93]How you gonna hold on?[03:28.35]How you gonna hold on when you know that you can't?