[00:08.665]Our early years were the best[00:12.024]I wore myself down as i sat in the mess[00:16.517]I'd focus on me and I'd start to obsess[00:20.926]Over things I should have left unsaid[00:26.792]My hunches are never right[00:30.221]I'm leaving downtown and I'm gone for the night[00:34.846]I've been deeply changed,I'm looking for fights[00:39.149]With people who look like you[00:45.551]Getting your scraps just ain't enough lately[00:49.999]I need a meal intended just for me[00:54.255]But you know[00:56.208]That I just can't eat alone[01:00.722]So you bite right through my bones[01:03.702]Seek out what you need and then[01:08.459]Dip out[01:10.648]With the meat[01:12.328]Leaving a husk that I give away[01:15.484]It's useless,a hull that I give away[01:22.077]Loving you is not easy[01:24.708]Loving you's hard[01:26.320]You can be callous and draining[01:29.086]With no regard[01:30.551]For the face that I make to lead you on[01:35.409]You'll never know the things I've done[01:49.264]Loving you is not easy[01:51.950]Loving you's hard[01:53.644]If it's love that I've been feeling[01:56.835]Oh,oh[01:58.366]With carelessness comes regret[02:01.467]Bit you like control,you like keeping a pet[02:06.401]Your rules suffocate,I'm gasping at air[02:10.614]That's trapped in your bubble too[02:16.757]I'm tired of being nice[02:20.124]I never absorb lackluster advice[02:25.004]Just save your breath,I'm not listening, I'm[02:29.021]Hoping you will be quiet soon[02:35.014]You're living in the illusion of your daydream[02:36.431]Numbing,killing an emotion surfacing[02:40.341]Eyes wide,plead to the heavens[02:42.194]Good god give me just a second[02:43.802]A weapon,or something buoyant[02:45.317]Keep me out that water[02:46.849]I'm weighted I can sink no farther[02:48.891]Quickly you push it down below[02:51.419]Thick silt immovable[02:53.534]Desperate it wants to claw back[02:55.518]But your foot is stronger and holds back[02:57.986]The frustration,anxiety it's[03:00.705]Deep down inside of me[03:02.248]Hello - can you make that place your home[03:08.574]As I try to mend my bones[03:11.764]Seek out what you need and then[03:16.318]Dip out[03:18.782]With the meat[03:20.370]Leaving a husk that I give away[03:23.909]It's useless,a hull that I give away[03:30.400]Loving you is not easy[03:32.634]Loving you's hard[03:33.972]You can be callous and draining[03:37.185]With no regard[03:38.585]For the face that I make to lead you on[03:43.520]You'll never know the things I've done[03:57.188]And Loving you is not easy[04:00.016]Loving you's hard[04:01.462]If it's love that I've been feeling[04:04.676]Oh,oh