[00:00.000] 作词 : Benj Pasek/Justin Paul[00:01.000] 作曲 : Benj Pasek/Justin Paul[00:08.760]I never meant to make it such a mess[00:13.271]I never thought that it would go this far[00:17.522]So I just stand here sorry[00:20.272]Searching for something to say[00:23.778]Something to say[00:29.270]Words fail, words fail[00:34.519]There's nothing I can say[00:47.522]I guess I thought I could be part of this[00:51.528]I never had this kind of thing before[00:55.775]I never had that perfect girl[00:59.270]who somehow could see the good part of me[01:05.771]And I never had the dad who stuck it out[01:09.523]No corny jokes or baseball gloves[01:13.528]No mom who just was there[01:16.026]'Cause mom was all that she had to be[01:22.028]That's not a worthy explanation[01:25.776]I know there is nothing[01:30.269]Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done[01:38.269]Words fail, words fail[01:42.773]There's nothing I can say[01:46.026]Except sometimes you see everything you want[01:49.774]And sometimes you see everything you wish you had[01:54.778]It's right there, right there, right there[01:59.271]In front of you[02:03.776]And you want to believe it's true[02:09.279]So you make it true[02:14.771]And you think maybe everybody wants it[02:25.277]And needs it a little bit too[02:57.276]This was just a sad invention[03:02.280]It wasn't real, I know[03:07.529]But we were happy[03:11.024]I guess I couldn't let that go[03:16.270]I guess I couldn't give that up[03:20.774]I guess I wanted to believe it[03:23.770]'Cause if I just believe[03:26.024]Then I don't have to see what's really there[03:32.779]No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than[03:36.519]These broken parts[03:38.770]Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am[03:43.021]'Cause then I don't have to look at it[03:45.770]And no one gets to look at it[03:48.024]No,no one can really see[03:53.028]'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake[03:57.276]Before I even turn the key[04:01.770]Before I make a mistake[04:06.274]Before I lead with the worst of me[04:10.280]I never let them see the worst of me[04:26.025]'Cause what if everyone saw?[04:31.271]What if everyone knew?[04:35.776]Would they like what they saw?[04:40.027]Or would they hate it too?[04:45.772]Will I just keep running away from what's true?[04:55.526]All I ever do is run[05:03.026]So how do I step in[05:08.529]Step into the sun[05:18.280]Step into the sun