[00:00.000] 作词 : Yiltiz[00:00.610] 作曲 : Yiltiz/Jannatt-简小倪[00:01.220] 编曲 : oz[00:01.832]Produced by : Urvmchill ning oghli[00:06.091]Beat by : Young oz[00:10.583]Record : Yiltiz iskilat[00:14.090]Mix : Urvmchill ning oghli[00:16.332]Master : Urvmchill ning oghli[00:18.084][00:19.340]Hook (Jannatttt):[00:23.832]My life will be in a rut till i find my way out[00:46.586][00:47.343]Verse 1:[00:48.084]maybe I was hipnotized[00:50.591]cant figure out what makes me feel alive[00:54.285]ya’ll be like pensad is old-school,maybe[00:56.039]but the truth is[00:57.281]I am just too afraid to try the new things[00:59.035][00:59.534]say persistence is victory[01:02.530]but I misunderstood[01:05.779]waste my time wilfully[01:08.532]I was complacent like a fool[01:10.528][01:11.539]am I brave enough to take another step ?(am i)[01:14.289]am I gonna be that coward like ma mother said?(will i be)[01:17.784]no man is beyond redemption[01:21.035]redemption,needs action[01:23.287][01:24.031]Hook[01:46.785][01:47.284]Verse 2:[01:48.029]strive to achieve more but I am running out of patience[01:51.036]never liked to show up on them vulgar occasions[01:53.785]and I wont stop playin ,serching for an upgrade[01:56.782]cant break this promise is my inner conflict[01:59.035][01:59.534]acting childish[02:00.787]utterly selfish[02:02.531]I am just too worried[02:04.039]lack of courage[02:05.536]passing crisis[02:07.034]but I am gonna fight this[02:08.786]to get knowledge[02:10.029]write ma stories[02:10.529][02:11.282]being stubborn was just a cop-out[02:14.035]whats coming next is always the tough-one[02:18.028]procrastination is a form of my escape[02:21.036]hesitant to agree that the biggest lie is fate[02:23.033][02:23.785]I am determined to go come hell or high water[02:27.038]move out of my comfort zone,now I am sober[02:30.033]be strong and independent as an aggressive person[02:32.783]become a better version of pensad so thank god[02:35.536][02:36.278]Hook