[00:00.000] 作词 : Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott[00:01.000] 作曲 : Julien Baker/Mackenzie Scott[00:11.342]You were shouting through the screen door[00:17.390]With my back turned towards you in the driveway[00:23.221]I said, "What the hell you gotta scream at me for?"[00:28.927]You said, "You aren't gonna listen any other way"[00:34.946]Now I'm laid out on the sidewalk[00:40.969]You're my first dial after last call[00:47.003]Ringing you up just to shit-talk till I pass out[00:55.873]If you ask how I've been doing, I won't lie[01:04.699]More than half the time, I'm only skatin' by[01:09.723]Waiting for the ice to melt beneath me[01:15.308]Why do I keep at it?[01:20.758]Sometimes it makes me feel better[01:26.643]Sometimes it makes me feel worse[01:32.831]Used to think that it was magic[01:38.682]Now I'm sure that it's a curse[01:44.612]Spend your whole life gettin' clean[01:50.553]Just to wind up in the dirt[01:56.880]Got a shortcut in to paradise that's killin' me, but I still gotta try to get there first[02:33.594]You were swinging for the fences[02:39.436]You were running over every cup[02:45.377]Now you're stuck back diggin' ditches[02:51.574]And still can't decide if you've run out of luck[02:56.104]'Cause it feels like winning tickets at the arcade[03:03.169]Just to trade them in for stuff[03:09.000]That you don't want and you don't need[03:15.449]But all that you can take never feels like enough[03:25.291]Sometimes it makes you feel better[03:31.244]Sometimes it makes you feel worse[03:37.417]Used to think that it was magic[03:43.109]Now you're sure that it's a curse[03:49.157]Spend your whole life gettin' clean[03:55.014]Just to wind up in the dirt[04:01.106]Got a shortcut in to paradise that's killin' me, but I still gotta try to get there first