[00:00.000] 作词 : Lily Troutman[00:03.326]Every past date I see[00:05.629]I think back to what we were doing together[00:08.443]Just the simple fact that we were happy together[00:11.770]That I believed I was happy[00:14.840]That maybe I was beginning to finally hope[00:16.851]You were starting to trust me[00:19.957]I'm looking at a picture from 5 months ago[00:23.027]Did you hold me that day?[00:25.586]Did you think I was beautiful?[00:28.288]Did you tell me I was beautiful?[00:30.447]Did we tell each other we loved one another[00:32.364]Dearly?[00:34.029]Could I have been recovering from the[00:35.309]Things you said to me in a moment of anger?[00:38.379]Did I "make it about myself" for crying[00:41.052]Because the person I loved chose such[00:42.753]Poisonous words?[00:45.031]I can't even remember much of February now[00:48.869]Only that it was cold, and rainy, and I was so alone[00:52.707]But I was happy[00:55.010]Because I had you[00:57.130]And every word you said to me, it made me[01:00.895]Feel so warm, even the cruelest ones[01:06.779]I gave my soul to you[01:11.129]When did you stop looking at me[01:14.199]Like you used to?[01:21.107]I'm so sick of putting out fires[01:25.457]I sold my dreams for you[01:29.807]I beat myself up for never[01:33.133]Noticing sooner[01:39.018]I made myself small[01:40.809]So you could shine once in your life[01:53.090]If I'd just loved myself[01:55.990]Would this have happened to me?[02:02.812]Any love I gave you is yours to keep[02:12.023]I can't remember the last time I felt[02:14.070]Genuinely loved by you[02:15.605]But I do remember my love for you[02:19.187]I wish I could love myself even half as much as that[02:23.025]I'm not sure when that day will come[02:26.096]I hope it does come