[00:00.000] 作词 : Dr. Anonymous/Genia Simone/Ernest Clark/Jarom Su'a[00:01.000] 作曲 : Dr. Anonymous/Genia Simone/Ernest Clark/Jarom Su'a[00:11.031]I wish the people who lie and say that they love me[00:13.752]would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions[00:17.267]I never really was the drown it out type but I must admit that I got a problem[00:21.205]probably need an intervention[00:23.052]I'm looking in the mirror[00:24.492]and recognize the parts of my dad I don't like[00:26.714]and that's the truth that I don't wanna live in[00:28.697]I called my mom last night[00:30.278]and told her I've been struggling when it comes to figuring out this thing[00:33.673]we call living[00:34.538]and do I really want it?[00:35.891]I feel myself falling apart[00:37.590]I feel my soul plummet[00:39.054]think I'm afraid to talk to God[00:40.444]cause I don't feel nothin'[00:41.843]I don't want him to think I'm taking all of this for granted[00:44.329]Well ****, maybe I a[00:46.086]ask me how I feel[00:47.377]ima say I'm jaded[00:49.093]look me in my eyes don't you see me faded[00:51.628]it's a long road ima walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold[00:56.334]yeah[00:57.868]ask me how I feel[00:59.380]ima say I'm jaded[01:00.633]look me in my eyes don't you see me faded[01:03.290]it's a long road ima walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold[01:08.374]ohhhhhh[01:13.989]ohhhhhh[01:19.463]ohhhhhh[01:25.297]ohhhhhh[01:30.813]conversations with myself I'm tryna fight all these demons[01:33.835]tell me what's the point in this[01:35.459]if I'm not seeing the reason[01:36.804]I've been made to feel like I don't give enough[01:38.901]when in the end it's my heart bleeding[01:40.468]I put my trust in so many that[01:42.087]only end up leaving[01:43.378]while the ones who truly love me[01:44.851]end up paying for their sins[01:46.286]and I've been lying to myself[01:47.670]I know this ain't the way to live[01:49.115]and I been reflecting on what I see in my reflection[01:52.038]I'll tell it all right now and give you every confession[01:54.624]so you can[01:55.565]ask me how I feel[01:57.272]ima say I'm jaded[01:58.673]look me in my eyes don't you see me faded[02:01.216]it's a long road ima walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold[02:06.359]yeah[02:07.109]ask me how I feel[02:08.617]ima say I'm jaded[02:10.034]look me in my eyes don't you see me faded[02:12.557]it's a long road ima walk it alone I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold[02:17.576]ohhhhhh[02:23.125]ohhhhhh[02:28.410]ohhhhhh[02:34.724]ohhhhhh