alive (feat. kets4eki & vanity) - cy4ne/Artixan.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Ataxiya Cyanide
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ataxiya Cyanide
[00:09.434](​cy4ne)
[00:12.427]Baby, can you treat me right?
[00:15.659]I just want to see the light
[00:18.495]Without you, I'd rather die
[00:21.274]I just want to feel alive
[00:24.439]Can you feel the silence of midnight?
[00:27.358]Or find in darkness some kind of light?
[00:30.218]Striving f*****m, shouting into the void
[00:33.387]Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
[00:36.491]Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
[00:39.316]Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
[00:42.413]Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
[00:45.697]Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?
[00:48.584]Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
[00:51.580]Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
[00:54.301]Living all this lavish lifestylе, riding in that Jaguar
[00:57.324]I don't really care 'cause I'm nеxt to be a superstar
[01:00.638]Pop a pill to numb the pain
[01:02.594]Life's a b***h in every way
[01:04.007]Demons in my mind connive
[01:05.555]Every day, tryna survive
[01:07.131]"End it now?", I ponder still
[01:08.616]Fight is over, lost the will
[01:10.106]Voices shoutin' take the dive
[01:11.693]I just want to feel alive
[01:13.995]I'm tired as shit, finally done with this b***h
[01:16.387]I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
[01:19.215]Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
[01:22.629]So I don't have to feel your touch, don't have to feel frustrated
[01:25.504]****ed with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
[01:28.213]God, I wish it n***r happened, I just wish we n***r met
[01:31.318]Someone bury me alive, n***r found someone who cares
[01:34.398]I've been thinkin' 'bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself
[01:37.292]Finished another pack of Claws
[01:40.738]I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
[01:43.888]I could n***r feel how I felt before
[01:47.007]Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
[01:50.056]**** it, pack it up, I want amnesia
[01:52.984]I was lost in your eyes
[01:55.604]N***r wanted compromise
[01:58.735]N***r saw what I'm becoming
[02:02.361]No sleep, ****ed up now
[02:04.909]Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
[02:08.239]N***r, I n***r felt at home
[02:10.622]I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
[02:14.347]Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
[02:17.433]But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
[02:20.177]I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
[02:23.327]I don't think it stops 'til I'm ****ing buried
[02:25.641]Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
[02:28.529]Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
[02:31.652]Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
[02:34.685]I don't really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar
[02:37.754]Pop a pill to numb the pain
[02:39.698]Life's a b***h in every way
[02:41.101]Demons in my mind connive
[02:42.649]Every day, tryna survive
[02:44.090]"End it now?", I ponder still
[02:45.737]Fight is over, lost the will
[02:47.131]Voices shoutin' take the dive
[02:48.686]I just want to feel alive
[02:50.800]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
[02:53.709]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
[02:56.923]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
[02:59.809]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
[03:02.788]Dance, dance, dance r********n in a trance
[03:05.851]Blurry ****ing vision when I try to take a glance
[03:08.772]I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
[03:11.722]Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
[03:15.072]Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
[03:17.899]I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
[03:20.901]Please leave me behind, hate attachment more than fans
[03:23.969]Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans
[03:27.154]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
[03:30.087]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
[03:33.130]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
[03:35.955]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
[03:39.140]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
[03:42.186]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
[03:45.218]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
[03:48.206]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
[03:50.770]And my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
[03:54.450]Baby, gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
[03:57.303]So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
[04:00.306]She a pretty lil' slut and we ****in' to our own songs, yeah
[04:04.483]So I'm takin' all her clothes off, yeah
[04:07.512]That's because I stole her whole heart
[04:10.816]And the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah
[04:15.515]I don't pop no Xans but a m***y when I sleep
[04:18.511]I don't wanna dance but I dance like a creep
[04:21.822]I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
[04:24.974]Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime