[00:11.840]It takes time to materialize your fantasies[00:17.180]In due time I find myself a remedy[00:21.150]It takes time to materialize your fantasies[00:25.830] In due time I'll find myself a remedy[00:30.530] Or write songs, obsessing 'bout the melody[00:35.190] I'm headstrong but it's 'bout time that it gets to me[00:39.750] I shut down and shut my mouth[00:42.650] Tryna save some face[00:44.470] A clenched jaw and a sweat drop[00:47.120] 'Bout a second 'fore I break[00:50.210] If it all falls down[00:52.510] Just know I gave it my all[00:55.940] 'Til there was not more I could take[00:59.560] I don't call[01:00.720] And now they're saying that I changed up[01:03.820] It ****s my brain up[01:05.530] 'Bout a second 'til I break[01:08.910] If it all falls down[01:11.080] Just know I gave it my all[01:14.520] 'Til there was not more I could take[01:18.030] I don't call[01:19.330] And now they're saying that I changed up[01:22.480] It ****s my brain up[01:24.150] 'Bout a second 'til I br-[01:37.190] They don't even try to see where I'm coming from[01:41.240] 'Cause when I needed it more, I had no one[01:45.990] But I don't even blame 'em for it[01:48.370] Yeah, I would never shame 'em for it[01:50.780] I'd hate but I can't afford it[01:53.080] I'm way too focused on me[01:56.500] I'm giving into my hopes and my greed[02:00.930] But they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems[02:05.870] And they wonder why I'm tearing at the seams[02:10.560] I try to bear it 'til I[02:12.760] Shut down and shut my mouth[02:15.610] Tryna save some face[02:17.440] A clenched jaw and a sweat drop[02:20.220] 'Bout a second 'fore I break[02:23.370] If it all falls down[02:25.510] Just know I gave it my all[02:28.960] 'Til there was not more I could take[02:32.480] I don't call[02:33.730] And now they're saying that I changed up[02:36.890] It ****s my brain up[02:38.950] 'Bout a second 'til I break[02:41.770] If it all falls down[02:44.110] Just know I gave it my all[02:47.580] 'Til there was not more I could take[02:51.070] I don't call[02:52.390] And now they're saying that i changed up[02:55.410] It ****s my brain up[02:57.100] 'Bout a second 'til I br-