[00:00.000] 作词 : Ashlyn Willson/Jake Finch/Collin Pastore[00:00.049] 作曲 : Ashlyn Willson/Jake Finch/Collin Pastore[00:00.098] I’m learning to like myself for the first time[00:07.175] Trying to rewrite all the stories that I’ve told[00:14.183] Everyone thought I had it all together[00:18.015] Now my fair weather friends are gone with the cold[00:28.123] And I hadn’t addressed the shame, I confess, it was eating me alive[00:35.293] If you bury something so deep underneath all the laughter and the lies[00:42.387] Guess nobody will believe you when you finally ask for help[00:49.006] I’ve been crying wolf every day for a while now[00:55.947] I’ve been telling you I’m okay for a while now[01:02.932] I’m out running the past but it all has to catch up with the times[01:09.620] If I was faster, then I could pass the finish line[01:16.752] And if none of this lasts, then I can’t grasp the reasons that we try[01:23.697] Will it matter when we all turn to ash?[01:31.100] Will any of this matter?[01:34.671] Will any of us matter in the end?[01:44.949] So I left California, ‘cause California was a lot[01:51.880] It was heat strokes and suntans and pretending I am someone I am not[01:59.057] If I went back, I’d buy a house on a vineyard and sell all of my grapes[02:06.132] And no one would know that I used to be someone so great[02:12.430] Oh no one would know that I used to be someone[02:19.274] I’m outrunning the past but it all has to catch up with the times[02:26.264] If I was faster, then I could pass the finish line[02:33.218] And if none of this lasts, then I can’t grasp the reasons that we try[02:40.245] Will it matter when we all turn to ash?[02:47.599] Will any of this matter?[02:51.156] Will any of us matter in the end?[03:01.379] Will the rumors and the actors and the music really matter in the end?