[00:16.950]Oh dear God[00:18.940]I'm writing this letter to You[00:22.640]'Cause I don't have a clue[00:25.470]Can You help me?[00:29.160]I'm sitting here[00:32.140]Simply trying to figure out[00:35.930]What my life's all about it[00:38.620]Can You tell me?[00:45.140]I never wanted to be[00:48.640]The person you see[00:51.880]Can You tell me who I am?[00:56.660]I always wanted to die[01:02.040]But You kept me here alive[01:05.230]Can you tell me who I am[01:07.810]I lie awake[01:12.150]Conducting this symphony[01:15.240]That You have gifted to me[01:18.080]But I don't ever sleep[01:23.960]Don't get mad[01:25.710]'Cause I get weak inside[01:28.700]And I start to fall apart[01:31.480]'Cause I feel nothing[01:35.960]I never wanted to be[01:41.540]Some kind of comic relief[01:44.930]Please show me who I am[01:51.410]I been tortured and scorned[01:54.640]Since the day that I was born[01:58.080]But I don't know who I am[02:03.210]And I thank You man for everything[02:08.740]Sorry, I'm so frightened about all of this[02:12.020]Oh, I wish I could give you more[02:16.600]But all the lights are shining down on me[02:21.430]And I feel violated by it all[02:41.190]I never wanted to be[02:44.530]The person You see but thank You[02:54.400]Oh God, please tell me now[02:57.390]Are You disappointed or are You proud?[03:00.920]I've been also everything, everything[03:07.200]I'm so sorry, I'm so weak[03:10.440]And I turned into a freak[03:13.730]But I don't know[03:15.170]Anything, anything[03:20.400]I've lost all self esteem[03:23.430]A million, everything[03:26.430]And I feel nothing, nothing[03:32.930]Oh God, please tell me now[03:36.320]Oh God, please tell me now[03:39.310]'Cause I feel nothing[03:45.030]Oh dear God[03:46.470]I'm writing this letter to You[03:50.470]I'm coming unglued[03:53.700]Please help me, me