Beggar - Rivilin/Sepha..mp3

[00:12.709]Will I get used to this
[00:15.206]Always having dreams of where I die
[00:17.205]Waking panicked half alive
[00:18.491]Broken bones in my fingers
[00:21.055]Crawling out of bed just to survive
[00:23.041]To exhausted cannot fight
[00:24.433]Don’t wanna be this
[00:26.202]Don’t wanna be that
[00:27.415]Yea this life is fvcking mine
[00:28.967]Get back and let me decide
[00:30.342]Feels like I'm just cursed in this body
[00:33.572]Hold a second give me five
[00:34.928]Can I fvcking feel alive
[00:36.117]Cus I don’t understand this
[00:37.485]I don’t understand this
[00:39.898]I think the pressures getting through to me
[00:42.864]I think I'm stuck in a place between
[00:46.318]I'm sick of begging fvcking on my knees
[00:47.906]Cus I would never wish this
[00:49.117]Would never wish this
[00:51.934]On fvcking anyone who fvcking breathes
[00:55.032]You’ll live a life only filled with deceit
[00:57.858]Now paranoid my only enemy is me
[01:01.511]Tho nothing feels real online
[01:04.401]I live there all the fvcking time
[01:07.427]If only they really knew me
[01:10.392]I’d hate to really know me
[01:13.372]Tho nothing feels real online
[01:16.283]I live there all the fvcking time
[01:19.317]If only they really knew me
[01:22.440]I’d hate to really know me
[01:25.311]But it's as real as everywhere else
[01:28.083]But it's as real as everywhere else
[01:30.148]I know I ain't the same motherfvcker
[01:32.072]That I used to be
[01:32.980]Now it's white wine sippin
[01:34.489]Just to put myself to sleep
[01:35.903]Fvck, if you saw memories
[01:37.736]You’d be under deep
[01:38.951]Thankful I’m alive
[01:40.136]But it hurts
[01:40.867]Fvck I cannot breathe
[01:41.864]I am breaking
[01:43.854]Someone save me
[01:45.382]Riv and seph
[01:46.482]Got my back
[01:47.268]Ima make it
[01:48.325]I can shake this
[01:49.734]Feeling of abasement
[01:50.993]Knowing I got homies I can trust
[01:52.386]Ima make it
[01:53.946]I don’t understand this
[01:55.448]I don’t understand this
[01:57.864]I think the pressures getting through to me
[02:00.759]I think I'm stuck in a place between
[02:03.761]I'm sick of begging fvcking on my knees
[02:05.788]Cus I would never wish this
[02:07.353]Would never wish this
[02:09.758]On fvcking anyone who fvcking breathes
[02:12.720]You’ll live a life only filled with deceit
[02:15.806]Now paranoid my only enemy is me
[02:18.049]I don’t understand this
[02:19.327]I don’t understand this
[02:21.940]I think the pressures getting through to me
[02:24.779]I think I'm stuck in a place between
[02:28.044]I'm sick of begging fvcking on my knees
[02:29.926]Cus I would never wish this
[02:31.463]Would never wish this
[02:33.978]On fvcking anyone who fvcking breathes
[02:36.980]You’ll live a life only filled with deceit
[02:39.977]Now paranoid my only enemy is me