[00:00.000] 作词 : Keyanta Bullard[00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Steen/Aaron Ho/Will Boyette/Marcos Vinicius Correia Mota[00:02.028](Marc is on his way boy)[00:03.537]You know like[00:04.527]I need therapy[00:08.529]Someone to talk to[00:09.786]Yeah yeah[00:11.288]One false move could make you lose it all[00:13.533]Been crossed so many times it'll make you sit there and question your dawg[00:16.542]Lookin' how your exes did you[00:18.271]Should make you look at the next bitch different[00:20.285]A broken heart will make you question your decisions[00:22.776]They all say I'm changing I'm starting to let the money control me[00:26.032]They hating on my success they want me to go back to that old me[00:28.779]Love me forevеr that's what they told me[00:32.273]Find out their intеntions were unpure that shit done broke me[00:35.280]Caterpillars turn to butterflies (Butterflies)[00:38.777]Nobody isn't there when its time to ride (When it's time to ride)[00:41.295]Nobody ever showed up when it's time to cry (When it's time to cry)[00:44.279]Realizing you the only one by your side (Oh oh oh)[00:47.274]They steady screaming, "I'm the chosen child" (Chosen child)[00:50.284]I'm having anxiety attacks I'm shutting everyone out[00:53.788]Sick and tired of being told lies (Told lies)[00:57.035]Cause life full of hurt and I don't know why (And I don't know why)[00:59.531]I'm sorry, I just need some therapy[01:01.282]But when it's time to open up, I close in deeply[01:04.039]I'm learning life at first chance no one to lecture me[01:07.279]When I be home be fighting my thoughts, can't seem to get sleep[01:10.285]Everyone they see me strong, inside I feel so weak[01:13.291]I asked the devil can I leave the streets? He said I'm in too deep (He said no)[01:16.284]For everyone of my niggas I just hope they don't catch a side of envy[01:20.281]Don't focus on today, it's just the beginning[01:23.530]I'm trying hard to escape before it's way too late[01:26.782]My momma stressin' on my feelings she know I'm not ok (I'm not ok)[01:29.782]But then I get to smiling and shit, but she can tell by my eyes I just be wanting to break down, you know what I'm sayin'?[01:35.283]Caterpillars turn to butterflies (Butterflies)[01:38.775]Nobody isn't there when its time to ride (When it's time to ride)[01:41.298]Nobody ever showed up when it's time to cry (When it's time to cry)[01:44.281]Realizing you the only one by your side (Oh oh oh)[01:47.779]They steady screaming, "I'm the chosen child" (Chosen child)[01:50.281]I'm having anxiety attacks I'm shutting everyone out[01:53.276]Sick and tired of being told lies (Told lies)[01:56.272]Cause life full of hurt and I don't know why (And I don't know why)[01:59.279]Sometimes I feel I be the only one feelin' hurt (I swear)[02:02.780]I was fourteen feelin' pain when I buried my own uncle in the dirt[02:05.523]Watching the pallbearers carry his casket[02:07.036]That's when I know this love not lasting[02:08.287]Last time I seen Quan in that car, next time I saw his face on the shirt[02:11.539]Send my TT on they dying bed, I'm wishing that I died for them (I swear to god)[02:14.532]I keep everything bottled up it's just not helping[02:17.528]She said, "baby I can help you,"[02:18.288]I responded, "I'm so broken baby, maybe in the next life I can heal," (Pray for me)[02:23.030]Mentally, and physically abused reminiscing 'bout my past[02:26.525]Good luck I never had[02:28.541]Relying on my soul[02:31.287]Think it's time to give my soul a break[02:32.285]God please don't let the devil take my soul away (Soul away)[02:35.024]Caterpillars turn to butterflies (Butterflies)[02:38.535]Nobody isn't there when its time to ride (When it's time to ride)[02:41.287]Nobody ever showed up when it's time to cry (When it's time to cry)[02:44.286]Realizing you the only one by your side (Oh oh oh)[02:48.471]They steady screaming, "I'm the chosen child" (Chosen child)[02:50.721]I'm having anxiety attacks I'm shutting everyone out[02:53.482]Sick and tired of being told lies (Told lies)[02:56.969]Cause life full of hurt and I don't know why (And I don't know why)