[00:10.51]Being in this space has made me feel[00:13.59]A bit more small and[00:14.97]I'm not quite sure where I'm going next[00:20.08]I'll try to use a map but with directions I tend to be bad so[00:24.55]I'll use GPS and pray for the best[00:29.70]I've got so many years to flesh this out and be what I wanna be[00:34.41]But it's confusing to say the least[00:39.23]No perception of time or space or distance, or weight[00:42.20]And I think I'm going insane[00:44.02]Doomed to graduate and remain a beast[00:48.21]And Ohhh, I just want you to know[00:56.04]I feel so brain dead next to you[00:58.44]It's not like you intended to[01:00.84]Hurt me or make me feel that way[01:05.59]And I'm not trying to complain[01:08.06]But it just sucks to try and explain[01:10.44]Why I feel like this every day[01:14.40]1, 2, 3, 4[01:24.84]Sleeping through your days and skipping meals[01:27.78]Must sound so unappealing[01:29.31]But I guess it's different when it's the norm[01:34.44]Sinking deeper into whatever this is without a hint of reflection[01:38.93]Can't tell if this is the calm or if this is the storm[01:44.15]Giving everything I've got equates to about a shower and waking up late[01:48.78]Faced with anything I tend to flee[01:53.54]So when I'm thrown into the adult world[01:55.97]Where they do things that I never learned how to do[01:58.43]I guess I'll live in a swamp or a tree[02:02.68]And Ohhh, I just hope you all know[02:10.46]I feel so brain dead next to you[02:12.79]It's not like you intended to[02:15.14]Hurt me or make me feel this way[02:20.03]And I'm not trying to complain[02:22.44]But it just sucks to try and explain[02:24.84]Why I feel like this every day[02:29.67]My brain is surrounded by school kids who all got their valedictorian course[02:33.85]While I couldn't care enough about my 3.8[02:39.30]No matter how hard I try[02:41.16]I'm still not trying hard enough to be[02:45.19]Great