[00:00.00] 作词 : HanYuu0917[00:01.00] 作曲 : HanYuu0917[00:02.00] 编曲 : HanYuu0917[01:16.38]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight[01:21.48]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright[01:25.59]And I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize[01:30.24]I got wasted[01:31.86]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight[01:36.96]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright[01:41.22]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize[01:45.75]I got wasted[01:48.54]Repeat the cycle every day, I gotta start with a drink[01:52.38]My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think[01:56.49]I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink[02:00.09]Then I get angry, take the rest and pour it right in the sink[02:04.14]I know where this road goes[02:05.91]Alcohol ain't my friend, but I keep drinkin' 'cause these demons roam[02:09.45]And follow me 'round everywhere I go[02:11.91]It clouds my mind and soul, it turns my heart cold[02:15.69]But I keep drinkin' 'cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone[02:20.58]I'm havin' problems, my pride won't let me reach out[02:24.06]Lookin' at this bottle, havin' nothin' but doubt[02:28.20]Don't wanna drink, but it keeps comin' around and around and around[02:32.70]I know I need to quit (I need to quit)[02:35.07]I gotta do better (I gotta do better)[02:36.24]Example to these kids (Example to these kids)[02:37.38]'Cause they watchin' when I'm in there, but I'm scared[02:40.08]'Cause I've been chasin' the man that I am when I start to drink[02:43.05]He's cocky, confident and he don't give a damn what you think[02:44.58]This world is beatin' me down, it has pushed me right to the brink[02:46.11]I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape[02:48.48]I'm takin' care of these people, but no one takes care of me[02:49.80]I wanna talk to somebody, but I feel no one relates[02:51.30]I need better now, I think I've lost my way[02:52.71]I'm havin' battles with faith, it's painted right on my face[02:54.87]I hope better times are comin', no chase but I'm still runnin'[02:58.50]I gotta take control, and I won't stop for nothin'[03:01.05]Dear God, this is my test, promise that I'll do my best[03:03.36]Just help me with this pain I feel and pressure that is on my chest