[00:00.00] 作曲 : Seth Badics/Ellis Pearson[00:15.58]I've gotten used to it[00:19.70]I don't need anything in return[00:23.15]Never stopped to ask, "What's in it for me?"[00:30.15]Although they needed it[00:32.74]Am I losing value in the process?[00:36.63]I guess the question is if they needed me[00:40.81][00:41.65]I want to block out what I've been telling myself[00:45.54]But it's a cop-out if I don't do anything for me[00:49.27]'Cause right now, I'm only shifting the focus[00:52.90]To someone other than me[00:55.83]But it's a lie to say that I won't regret it[00:59.36]I gave up time that could have been better spent[01:02.65]On holding my end, or dialing it back[01:06.10]Because I can't help but feel like I can't help myself at all[01:10.95][01:11.14]Why do you want to be the hero?[01:14.56]You keep acting like you'll be better off[01:17.93]It's not like everybody needs you[01:21.14]So stop pretending you're above yourself[01:24.83]Why do you want to be the hero?[01:28.20]You keep thinking they don't know who you are[01:31.72]But it's not like everybody needs you[01:34.36]Avoiding it can only go so far[01:37.18][02:32.95]I never wanted to make amends[02:35.64]Because I never had thought that I could be your friend[02:38.94]I promised that I wouldn't hurt myself again[02:42.46]But you know that I'm the one to play pretend[02:45.13]The one to bend the logic[02:47.16]But please tell me you saw it[02:49.44]If it was right in front of you, I'd hope you'd have the moment[02:52.81]The part where I'm the savior[02:54.30]The part where I can't control behaviors[02:56.10]I know I can't control behaviors[02:58.24][02:59.08]I want to block out what I've been telling myself[03:02.60]But it's a shock how I'll never do anything for me[03:06.47]'Cause right now, I've been molding myself[03:09.45]Into someone who I'll never be[03:13.00]But if I run time back I'll see a part of the past[03:16.37]Where I had something to last me every step of the way[03:19.56]Something to fix the cracks I've grown from everyone else[03:23.29]That show me I'm only valued if I have something new to say[03:41.00][03:55.74]Why do you want to be the hero?[03:59.00]You keep thinking they don't know who you are[04:02.37]But it's not like everybody needs you[04:05.03]Avoiding it can only go so far