[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shannon Taylor[00:00.000]If you don't know how to fix me by now[00:04.791]Will you ever?[00:07.205]Cause I can't keep on having the same fights[00:12.234]No I can't live like this[00:16.005]I finish your sentences and you talk right through me[00:21.723]And we hear what we already believe[00:26.550]And shut down with your high reasoning[00:32.330]You've committed what is wrong with me[00:36.244]To your own happenstance memory[00:43.630]It's been years since I blacked out at school[00:48.601]And I woke up[00:51.103]In a drunken adolescent daze[00:56.150]In a hospital bed[00:59.883]You were standing in the back[01:03.381]Your eyes heavy[01:05.919]Through the fog in my head and to this day i'm in that bed[01:13.533]With the data on hand[01:17.156]You've drawn a diagnostic diagram of the faults of my brain in the sand[01:42.476]I know i'm a crazy waste of space to society[01:49.781]But I don't want that to be what you think about me[01:57.164]I say that I don't care but I wish you were proud of me[02:04.589]I've worked so hard to change this much[02:08.113]Will it ever be enough?[02:19.735]Cause I told my past to a woman on an airplane[02:28.505]And it felt like a whole different world[02:38.682]Cause I couldn't connect to the person I was describing[02:48.368]As if i, long ago, wasn't me