[00:00.000] 作词 : Warren Hunt[00:20.255]God been giving me too many trials[00:21.656]I wish he wouldn't test my faith[00:22.830]Law abiding citizen that can't escape his fate[00:25.382]Know that we gone have some moments where the world will go against us[00:28.103]Trying not to let these feelings turn me to a villain[00:30.682]Where's the healing[00:31.391]From the bullshit you were putting me through[00:33.139]That's why I don't get close to people who have nothing to lose[00:35.657]Mental lapse got me giving up on shit I want to obtain[00:38.129]Trying to keep my feelings separate from my socials again[00:40.854]Brick walls feel like they give me more than what I get from my friends[00:43.663]No answer's better than the lies I have to hear on their end[00:46.228]Take me for granted, cross that line you'll never cross it again[00:48.867]Upset you only hear me now cause shit like this in my pen[00:51.474]You comprehend?[00:52.423]Everybody got a weight that they carry that bring attention[00:54.843]You gone double up on someone with yours and hope they can fix it[00:58.686]Shit like that is not for the weak[01:00.241]The way you damage those around you, I hope you find all you seek[01:04.617]Even on your worst days[01:06.042]With no reason left to smile, that shit is okay[01:08.669]Just don't try to get your hopes up[01:11.390]It's more than you that roams the world thinking they've had enough[01:14.683]Even on your worst days[01:16.695]With no reason left to smile, that shit is okay[01:19.637]Just don't try to get your hopes up[01:21.846]It's more than you that roams the world thinking they've had enough[01:24.355]I'm tired of cycling through emotions of hope and hopeless despair[01:26.392]Wear and tear on the mental when everything has been bare[01:29.205]Crack a smile so distorted that no one has seen you rock[01:31.865]Tears drop when you get a good look at how far you flopped[01:34.615]Just stop[01:36.211]Breathe a little[01:36.976]And pray your rationality can meet you in the middle[01:39.283]This might be for me and not for you to even listen[01:41.793]What was I before how I am now, like what is missing[01:44.599]How do you survive when all that's left is constant wishing[01:47.306]Wishing to acknowledge what they have that they can give you[01:50.001]Wishing to forget the actions made and why you're fearful[01:52.679]Fearing that they'll wish they never met you on this whim[01:55.127]Who am I to those around me, do I serve them any purpose[01:57.659]I wish I had answers that could stop all of this hurting[02:00.276]I despise the wishing and desire to be perfect[02:03.043]Wishing I could stop so I could be a better person[02:07.850]Even on your worst days[02:09.562]With no reason left to smile, that shit is okay[02:12.859]Just don't try to get your hopes up[02:14.661]It's more than you that roams the world thinking they've had enough